OBSERVATIONS OF A WALK -IN

Do you see the world through the single eye of the spirit? Jesus talked about He said,"let thy eye be single" Was He referring to the third eye? Was He referring to the all-seeing eye of God? There are many observation and awareness moments on the journey to wholeness to obtain the transformation. The yearnings and desires are deep within the soul to be the spiritual creature we were meant to be. The physical flesh body is the full temptation of pleasures and sexual flirtation with the humans on the planet that temp and take us off our path at any given moment. We are observing the deceptions and appearances of the outer shell the mask they wear and still pursue them with our sexual fantasy.These spirits are still souls but not from the same planet we came fro and they need our water to survive. Most people think of energy rather than water these souls are dehydrated and seek the "living water" that Jesus talked about.The souls want to take our light energy so they can live in darkness. Like a moth that beats his head at a light, he doesn't want the light he wants the light to go out.The living water is a spiritual water of a soul that follows The Christ within. The third eye sees with the eye of discernment and knows the souls that follow darkness instead of the light.

Walking in is another way of saying awakening to the soul perceptions with the new insights of the third eye activation.The dark nights of the soul provide the surrendering of the ego and the allowance of the new soul to replace the soul that has been taken over by the temptation of the world.A truly born again experience that Jesus talked about "being born again spiritually" and not from the womb but the living spiritual waters within the soul.This experience can occur in the "blink of an eye" at the moment of awareness in a spiritual practice such as meditation or a situation of depression of the physical senses.When we think of Saul walking on the road to Damascus he was blinded by the light of Jesus is the presence of saul and he

lost his physical sight.Was his third eye activated? How did he keep going down the road to his destination? Many people who are blind from birth have an inner sight that works to help them when their physical eyes are not operating.They also dream in color when they have not seen color and their dreams are in images just like they have seen with their eyes.Could this be the third eye seeing for them?

Spiritual souls do use their inner senses more than their physical senses. It is not only an extra sensory perception but a total sensory perception. The physical sensors are shutting down as the third eye is taking over to give a new perception of the illusion the world has created.For a brief time, both sensory perceptions are being used and the thoughts become confused on which observation is real.This is why it is important to choose the intuitive senses rather than the world's representation of the truth they lie about and temp you to see their way of thinking to solve your problems.The journey is to find a way through the maze or matrix of illusion and make choices with your free will so that your soul can be transformed into the born again creature "the child of the pure heart" that Jesus talked about.He said we have to be a child of a pure heart to entered His kingdom.How can we be children of pure hearts? We can start by understanding our childhood and be the adult to our inner child. We will stay that inner child with all the memories of the good and bad until we transition to the purpose of our adult to be accountable for all the things the inner child is feeling.Once the adult takes over and parents the inner child the born again pure hearted child can replace the first child.The ego is protecting the inner child from maturing into the adult.The battle to give up the childhood memories and emotions makes the adult feel unworthy to accept the calling of the soul's purposes.The adult goes outward into the world for help and finds other ego driven people to agree with them they are unworthy and the cycle continues until they are born again in spirit.The time will come in that blink of an eye for many.

When  I speak with love in everything the message is clear but when I speak without love no message is heard in the soul.The soul knows the truth and the words of "The word of God" Jesus the Christ are in the message from one heart to another.When we hear with the ears of the inner sensory centers of the soul we hear what resonance with our soul.There is one soul but it appears to be many but there is no separation when one soul hurts all other souls feel the pain.When a healing comes in one soul all feel the healing.Being the one soul that generates light and unconditional love can bring healing to other souls. When a group of souls gathers together they bring agreement.When two or more gather together the spirit of the living water is in the midst.

 

   

HAVE WE ALL LISTENED TO THE WRONG PERSON?

It seems we sabotage ourselves more then we think we do.I know a person who was handed an opportunity to co-host a radio show and work with someone who had 45 of experiences and get free sessions on the phone any time sometime in her life went wrong or upset her.She was always talking about her childhood and her worthiness and at some point by gaining her self esteem she was leveling off from the drama. The months past and improvement was happening in her writing and her relationships with her children.She started a web page and came in contact with two men that flirted with her and she flirted with them and the deceptions began to make her say things that were out of line on a talk show about love.She was told to think about what they said in post about fighting and arguing to prove compatibility in relationships. She didn't respond to the messages and research on this method of uses fighting to control a relationship.She didn't call the radio host she just talked to the two men and got there opinion on the situation. Why didn't she listen to the messages?She was just to busy or she wanted to sabotage the whole radio career? I talk to God about this and He said just pray and let her go. I have had so many people working with me over the years and this person really had the charm and the right things to help people.I guess  I missed her unworthiness she was a codependent with her family and all of her relationships.   I really thought she understood the perceptions of her whole brain thinking so  I just kept encouraging her to keep going and everything would fall into place.She was not helping herself and we talked about her experiences and her lessons she said she had learn.She seem okay but did backside into her unworthiness. I was a sounding board and listen to her story many times and there was progress.I call her phone one last time to see if she wanted to talk about anything before  I made my decision to take her off the show.She had her voice mail on like always but called me back when she had time.She didn't call me back so I waited for God to sent me a new co-host like  I had done so many times before. Did she want to stop doing radio or was it the two men that talked to her about her life and advise her to stop working with me.I got a message from one of the men to not follow him anymore and told her that but she didn't respond. The other man messaged me and starting judging me and telling me  I don't know how to love unconditional.Both of these men seems to be very logical and egotistical in there messages to me.So I un-friended both of them. I was beginning to think about her free will to choose to go down a new path.It really wasn't about me giving her unconditional love it was about my objections to the post about fighting and arguing. I gave her honor and respect for her work on the show and her writing on her web site.I didn't want her to leave my life but is was not my choice.Sometimes you have to allow people to leave your life.We would laugh together and share everything  I thought it was friendship and work relationship.I know that many people like her messages and she got many comments on her web site.It has been days since she has been gone and I checked on her web site writings.She has "gone out of her mind" that was her last post.What happened? I could start talking about evil influences right now but I rather like to say that she is still under the influence of those two men.He post was so depressing and she may be headed for breakdown.I don't think this was God's plan.Maybe it was too fast to grab the fame or her unworthiness never went away. Sabotage was my only logical answer to this whole thing.The pressure from the outside can influence many people to take them off their path especially when they are as gifted as she was on the airwaves.Sometimes  I think we all bit off more then we could chew that is why  I talk with all my student and co-host before and after a show to make sure they are processing their journey. I don't feel any guilt  I am just sad to read her post and watch her crash and burn.Things like this happen to everyone and  I have seen it happened to many gifted people.They need to meditate and process everything it becomes a spiritual lifestyle.You can serve two masters and living in two worlds is the same thing you have to commit to something and stay with it.She was happy or so it seemed and excited about the radio show and then something happened went she started talking about one of the man opinions on the show I just let it go because she seem to need other people opinions for some reason.I could have said something the first time but  I didn't. Her own self worth of her messages changed when she went back to co-dependency on these two men  I think she knows this some where inside of her confusion in her mind.No names are used in this paper because that doesn't serve a purpose the reason  I am writing this is to clear the air and get back to business of co-creating my own story. I have talk to God and He has forgiven any wrong doings that may have occurred without my knowledge or any of the things one the man accused me of  even though  I know what cause the whole thing sabotage by her or them.

HELP I NEED SOMEBODY NOT JUST ANYBODY

The Beatle's song "Help  I NEED SOMEBODY not just anybody  I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE"THIS is the song everyone is singing these days too.Everyone we help wants unconditional love, And we want unconditional love from others.Love is a very strange word to many people they want to be loved unconditionally but can give it unconditionally back to you.When we help people we are doing it out of the love we have to give.When they receive the love and don't give back we still love them.Does this sound strange that we want the love that they can't give us back? We think they will change their perception overnight if we keep giving them our love.Sometimes it takes many nights and years to see our love returned to us from the one we have given so much of our love to. In the song "not just anybody" means the writer wants not just anybody to love him but the one he loves.He is singing about a real need, not a want.We often ask for somebody that will love us but do we need someone to love us in the same way we loved them?When love is accepted and received is usually is unconditional love that lasts. When one partner is the love giver and the other is the love takes the love from the love giver.the relationship is not balanced and ends because of conditions from the taker of love is selfish and may be codependent on the love that was giving freely.



Dear companionate souls,

How much time have we spent helping others?Did we know that we were helping ourselves by helping others? Helping and assisting others is just one of our experiences we all share on this planet. Sometimes we don't wait for others to ask for help and still do our best to help because we are lead by our unconditional love to help the needy. The word help can mean so many things to us and others and to us.What kind of help can we give depends on each situation that comes to us on our journey? Determining the proper type of help is important to think about. I like the perception in the Bible "teach a man to fish and he will be able to feed himself" sometimes we do the fishing and the feeding and the teachings are not given. How to do take care of ourselves is a lesson we all need.
When we help ourselves we have more to give others.Usually, this is not the case we have helped others first and put our own selves last unless we gain a new perceptive about the reason we are helpers. We all need time to reflect and process who we are and what are our purposes of our journey and helping is a purpose for many to live on this planet.The energy of giving and helping others can heal us if it's done with the right intentions. 

Asking questions about what kind of help they want or need is part of the relationship of the healer and the person who seeks to be healed.Healing comes from the faith of the person asking for the help to be healed.The helper is assisting and encouraging this faith that is inside of the person needed to be healed.Sometimes the help offered is not the help needed or asked for by the person we think needs our help.Listen to their story and ask them questions about how you can help them.Don't assume you know what they need or want from you. We think we can read their energy but we can't read their heart only God knows their heart.We may feel their emotions but we need to ask why they feel the way they feel.If they can't express their feelings or tell us what they need us to help them with we can just be there for them where they are until they can express themselves.Caretakers are hand holders most of the time and this is a type of healing called human touch and this helps with energy in both involved in the exchange of energy.Sitting and listening without making comments and just breathing slowly with someone can bring healing also.Your peace and harmony inside both promote healing to others around you.Just your presence of your smile and kindness is needed by many that are shut-ins that don't see any representation of unconditional love in their reality of their world.

 

I HAVE SURRENDERED TO GOD.

For three days and three nights  I waited and talked to God about the words, I read on a post about "fighting" and "arguing" this morning at 4:00 am the message came to me very clear. Lay down your sword Brenda.God said," I will fight your battles both physical and spiritual."I  got up and went on facebook and saw that a message came from Shay and it said many things about having a conversation about disagreement and limited her free will choices. For three days  I have been posted the meaning of the words and trying to explain why fighting and arguing have nothing to do with compatibility in a relationship.  I pray and read bible verses and my spirit kept hearing "rest in me" and not in your own words Brenda. She said she was busy doing another job and just found the time to come write to me with a very confusing message that has no meaning or spiritual meaning. My words and searches of explanation didn't help my real problem of what my spirit was telling me.God fights my battles and He always has and I should have said that instead of all the attempts of telling everyone there was something wrong with the post.I knew it didn't sound like anything that  I knew in "the word of God" aka Jesus had said to me everytime  I was facing a battle with someone or something in this world.I knew about spiritual warfare and had talked about fighting spirits and discerning the words people use to deceive the lost souls. Fighting to defend or justify what  I say is not my message but the message God gives me to say. I am a child of God and the Christ consciousness is important to me.I believe that Jesus died, and was placed in the tomb for three days, and rose on the third day and is living God and is with us always.

I know my words are strange to those in the world but they are from my truth and God is with me always.I have no fears about fighting because  God will fight all His children battles for them if they allow Him to.When God is in your relationships the love is unconditional and the conditions or problems are to be given to God. I could quote many scriptures about this subject and keep writing but that would not take the fight out of those who want or need to fight their own battles. I have offered solutions to many that don't take God's word seriously and that's okay they are not ready for God's word.As for me and my house, my Lord is Jesus the Christ.I have surrendered to His will not my own will.His message to all the children is to "lay down your swords  I am your salvation and  I am the Lord God and  I will fight your battles" praise God almighty!!!!!

CHOOSE YOUR VIEWPOINT/ WORLD OR GOD

Are we of the world or are we in the world? Are the children of God being deceived and harmed by the ways of the world? We are creatures of a spiritual nature not of a worldly nature and we are followers of the Christ.The rules of the man's ego set conditions in order to control and take free will from the children.Sometimes we are lead astray by the words they use and don't see the error in their thinking.Each word in a phrase or sentence should be discerned for the meaning and the context.

Ask yourself as your read or listen to someone who is giving their viewpoint does this whole message fit into my belief system or does one part of the message fit into my belief system.Your belief system is your core values and your moral compass.When we take the whole picture and break it down objectively with our discernment the message changes.This is whole brain thinking and is required to be whole and complete in your thoughts.There are many studies that have proven that the brain is influenced by words that sound good at first sight but on further examination, the meanings are twisted to make people think the way the writer thinks or the advice they give leads to dependence on them to help you.The person that lead the children of God astray will be held accountable for saying or doing anything that took control over other people's life or thoughts.

Here is an example" Ague as soon as possible" to see if you are compatible in a relationship.Did you read that? How does arguing help form or needed in a relationship to help it grow?Why does compatibility need to be tested?In this article that was written by a marriage counselor was a post on Facebook recently and the comments caused many loving children to take fighting seriously as a way to improve relationships the world's way. I was not surprised that many were taking this advice but it made me think about how this person was making co-dependence out of his clients.He was using fighting and arguing as a way of keeping the money flow into his pocket. I made some comments to him about what he wrote and didn't like my comments because they were about working with the free will of each person instead of causing negative mindset in his clients and his readers on facebook.My question to him was "what about love to resolve the conflicts" instead of learning how to fight and argue? Love, peace, and harmony are not about fighting and argue and creating drama, are they? Are supposed to be peacemakers or fighters and tell people to not be afraid to fight?  I read so many things in the Bible about how we are to help people to help themselves to talk to others about the disagreements they had with other they loved. I guess the question is "what about love and kindness and honesty in a relationship?" instead of talking about fears of fighting and arguing to gain anything like a compatibility or a long term relationship with anyone. Is it the future he is worry about or the present moment? Relationships are day to day moment to moment and having the mindset of "where is this going?" just isn't the way in a spiritual loved fills child of God. I mention unconditional love to this man and he said "I need conditions and rules to grow" He listed all his conditions he sets in his life and gives these conditions to his clients. I said,"this sounds like a very left brain ego protective mindset and unconditional love and free will are whole brain thinking.He said,"please un-follow me"  I did just that.He wrote a post and didn't want anyone to give their point of view about a better way to stop the hate and fighting and keep our world in chaos. It was his way or the highway and brothers and sisters it is not his way that anyone should follow to become the spiritual beings we are.






  

RELATING WITH COMMUNICATION

Can we talk, can we communicate, can we ask direct questions, can we express our spiritual divinity? Are we relating to others through our own relationship to ourselves? How can we be more effective with ourselves and others with our conversations? Do we hear our own thoughts?Do we listen to ourselves?Are we always asking questions about our future?Do we know who we are and what is our purpose?Can we say no? Do we set intentions with our thoughts? Are we in the present moment or going back into our past and seeking only the future?

Relating means coming to some kind of agreement of the subject and finding a common ground to create understanding.The questions are direct and formed in our own thoughts and beliefs and we have a firm opinion of what we want or need to relate to others in our communications. A conversation contains words of love and kindness when we express our divinity of the spiritual life we have chosen.Observing the present moment and remaining on the problem in the present and addressing the problem will make a helpful discussion about the solution in a relationship to ourselves and others.Communication is a flow of ideas and energy transference between to people who are relating by brainstorming or talking about a resolution bringing attention to a conflict of the problem which is the main reason for the question in the first place.Conversation and the word converted have the same meaning to some people.They think they need to convert others into they way of thinking by telling others that their way is the right way to solve all problems.So in a conversation, they push their agenda and don't allow a free flow of ideas because they want to win at all cost to show they are better or higher in thoughts than the person they are talking to.They are not communicating they are talking to hear themselves talk or their ego is being fed by over talking and not relating to themselves or anyone else.Humans have a need to relate to themselves and others but have not been taught the art of conversation and how to communicate their own thoughts to others for centuries and this last generation is using texting and voicemails with cute smiley faces with no substance and meaning.Without substance, there is not truth to the messages and confusion and chaos are taking over our world. We don't ask Why or what in fear we will be rejected or lose a connection with someone, in reality, there is not connection when we have not asked direct questions we are lost already.The disconnected world thinks they are connected to some source in their imagination they created and that source will do the work for them.Many times they go to sources outside of themselves and ask about the future and don't ask themselves why am  I asking about the future when my present situation is my problem. My problem is my partner is not communicating with me. Question to yourself is "Are you communicating with your partner or you just having a conversation and trying to convert your partner to your way of doing something?" This is not communication this telling someone how you prefer they should do something.Are you talking to yourself more than you are listening to others? It is good to listening to yourself and others and communicate not just tell others what your are feeling.In a communication, certain rules must be followed to keep feelings from getting too emotional and bringing drama taking over between to people.We tend to create drama by taking everything personal and this shuts down communication.When your feelings are being expressed take a breath and step back and push your emotions to the side and ask yourself a question about your own emotions.Why do  I get upset when my partner does this or that? How can  I be more understanding and handle my own emotions? Every time you get emotional about your life's problems you need to take time and ask yourself your own questions.Where are these feelings coming from and why am I triggered by certain images or music or when someone says something I don't agree with? All these questions can be answered by you.You know who you are and nobody outside of you knows the real you.

Using the whole brain can help everyone on this planet to ask questions and get answers inside of themselves. This is how whole brain thinking will save the future.The present moment is now and the balancing of the right side and the left side of the brain can create your future. You can change anyone else but you can change your own thinking.When you work on yourself your world becomes who you are on the inside and people will notice the change in you.You think about things with new perception and your emotions are under control by your logic.You will find out that your reality is to be the spiritual person you were designed to be is a whole brain thinker.

Love on the whole brain
Shaybaxter.com

Brenda Bradshaw producer 

THE HOUSE THAT JACK BUILT.

Who was jack? Jack was a man with an idea about a house that would protect him from the outside elements and keep him at peace and safe inside his own house. He pondered and wonder what kind of structure it would be and building materials he would need to build such a house.He starting day-dreaming about the outside and the inside of the house.He saw the colors and he would use to paint the house on the outside and every room in his house.He dreamed of the windows and doors and the small garden outside the house.He thought and thought about the house every moment in his waking hours. 

The house was also in his sleeping dreams. He was consumed with the images and the plans he saw in his mind. He knew that his dreams were real and he could build such a house as he started drawing the blueprints of his new home. He started with the foundation to make sure the house would be built on the best materials that would withstand all types of weather and be a firm foundation for the house.He knew that without a firm foundation the house would fall if he didn't do the preparation properly of a good strong foundation. His thoughts were focused and he intentional as he sat staring at the plans on the blueprint for days and months until he took any actions to start building the foundation.He even prepared his body by doing exercises so his muscles would be ready to lift the lumber and haul the sand for the cement foundation. He ate vegetables and fruits to help his whole body, mind, and spirit in tune and ready for the task ahead of him and the clearness in his focus on the plans his goal to build a house.Jack knew he would know when to get started on the physical manifestation of his dreams to build his house.He had a strong faith and trust in his own self that was keeping him motivated. His faith in trust came from his god he had listened to for years as a child and now as a man, he still prayed to the same inner voice from God.His neighbors and friends and family would question him about the land he owned for years and they couldn't understand why he didn't start building years ago when he first got the land.He would always say soon. They kept asking until one day he said,"I have a plan" and  I am trusted God to help me built my house.They looked at him and laughed when he said he was talking to God. He knew they didn't understand and said to them,"it will be a great house with a strong foundation just like my connection to God" and you all will see it soon went the timing is right.Jack was a wise man and a patience man with many friends that jack seen his kindness for years as he gave his unconditional love to everyone he met.There were some of his friends that offered him help to built the house for him and he said, "thank you  I will let you know if I need some help" he was thankful for their kindness. The months became years and Jack was aging and his eyesight was weakening with his age he had not built the house and his plans still were still laying on the dining room table in his old house that his mother had left him.He enjoyed looking at the plans every day about the house he would build.One day he fell into a deep sleep and saw his house in his dreams and it was completely finished in the dream.He was so excited and began to walk through the house and running up the stairs in the dream he didn't want to leave the dream state because it was so wonderful and real to him.When morning came the next day a friend stop by Jack's mother's house and saw that the front door was open so he went in to talk to Jack he saw the blueprints on the table of the house.He walked into Jack's bedroom and he saw Jack in a deep sleep with a smile on his face of joy.He whispered softly Jack's name and Jack didn't wake up so he went to his bedside and touch him gently.Jack was not breathing and his friend knew that jack had passed away in his sleep. He stood there for a few seconds and thought about the smile on Jack's face and he knew it he was dreaming about the house he was going to build. He called some of Jack's family and they hurried over to Jack's mother's house to take care of Jack's remains.Every one of them kept saying what about the house he didn't get to built.The funeral was simple and the flowers were few because that was the way Jack would have wanted it to be.The next day all his friends went to the land that the house Jack was going to build the house on. They took the blueprints and got the materials and started building the house from the foundation Jack had on his blueprints.The whole neighborhood pitched in to raise the walls and set the roof in place just like the plans said that Jack drew up. It was a community effort and many friendships were made as the house was being built.Many people talked about Jack's trust and faith in God and knew Jack's dream was from God.The unity and love of Jack's dream was a manifestation of God's love to Jack and everyone who saw the finished house and heard Jack's story many yeas after the house was dedicated to the memory of Jack and it's called "The house that Jack built with God's love"

We all have a dream that is given to us by God.A vision that keeps us in His grace and mercy.Jack is a just character in a story and not a real person.But His story is important to be heard and shared.We all have a house or a dream God has given us to built.The house is the temple and the temple is the body.God is within each person on this Earth.The joy of living a dream inside and the manifestation of love that God gave Jack was for a whole of the community he loved.Sometimes it is not the physical manifestation that creates love but the trust and faith of one believer that manifested God love.