WHY DO WE SAY WE DON'T CARE?

Are we being protective of our feelings? Are we afraid to share our love?Are we not willing to experience responsible and accountable for our life? Does maturity scare us when are open our hearts to care for others because we don't take care of ourselves?We don't  trust ourselves enough and think we are not worthy of others caring about us.So we say we don't care what others say about us or do to us.We lie to ourselves because really do care.The heart feels all our emotions and reacts to the lies we tell ourselves.We worry about others say about us and the things they do to us.Worry is a recycling emotion that weakens the immune systems in the body and disrupts our sleep patterns. The brain takes the worried message and causes anger, resentment, and bitterness we want revenge and justification. All the emotions started we a lie that we don't care what other people say or do to us.The blaming spreads like a wildfire when we tell others what someone said or did to you.The best way to handle an attack from outside of you from someone who says something that isn't true about you step back and tell yourself that is isn't true and think you took control over your own emotions. And say  I care what people say about me because  I care about myself.We are all connected through our emotions we send and receive communication verbal and non-verbal. Everything is energy and the heart is the most powerful energetic organ in the whole body.The old phrase "sticks and stones can break your bones but words can never hurt you" This is a lie we were told. Words are spiritual energy and cause us to be triggered emotionally.Our soul feels the words as the heart forms the emotional chemicals and they go directly to the brain and the thoughts create our mindset and our consciousness state of mind we use to spiritually maturity with. So everything goes full circle and we could have stopped the processing of our own emotions of the words that trigger our lie that we don't care when we know we really do care. We all have triggers and we know that trigger us and we know howto trigger emotions in other people. We cause drama for many reasons and the funny thing is we think it shows someone cares about us if they fight for us or fight with us.So we start an argument to see how much someone cares what we saying.As we step into the drama feel alive but want to die because it really didn't prove anything about caring.We say "be a man" what does that mean? Is this trigger for reactions of anger or a caring?There are many buttons we push just to check if someone cares about us.This is not logical and very harmful to both parties emotional.