What is the first stage of spiritual development? "The Victim"

dear brothers and sisters,

We all are in a shift of awareness.We have the tools and gifts of the Holy Spirit and are gaining wisdom to use these gifts.As we accept the knowledge of the word of God and understand that very word has a spiritual meaning we empower our self.We are the spirit of the word GOD spoke through His children from the beginning to now.If you have your spiritual ears and your third eye to perceive you are on the right path to freedom within your own soul journey.You will go through many stages of development because you have been programmed by a world controlling systems and you have and compromised your spiritual values. You became a victim in a society that is morally deprived. You need to understand you are to followed God's rules and obey His commandments so that you become the child of God you were meant to be.God knew this would be hard for you to do and provided a new covenant for every child.You have been told of what Jesus did for every child of God but, many choose the world instead of accepting the sacrifice Jesus made for them.Now we are in the world and suffering from our own choices we were forced to make and have become victims of our choices.We try and struggle to survive to keep jobs and provide for our self and our families. We have forgotten that Jesus said He would not leave us or forsake us and send the Holy Spirit to comfort us in our sorrows of this world.We have loved the world more than God.God told us if we love the world we can't love Him.Yes being in the world was where we are but, we need to step out of the world and turn to God for everything now in faith and trust Him.How can we do this?This is the shift that is spoken about in all people following the spirit of the word.Spirituality is  not a religion is is a way of life that Jesus spoke about when He said, "I am the way, the truth and the life or light' and through me you will be received into the kingdom and be set free.There is a way to do everything and the way He spoke about is the how He did the things in the world He lived in.He was kind and loving and didn't judge.This is the way of the spirit.Jesus had the Holy Spirit in Him.He release His spirit and  came back from spirit to pick up His body as it lay in that tomb.He was showing the way we can do the same as He did.The truth He spoke about the truth of the spirit and this truth set your spirit free.We are to live a spiritual life in our ways and  in the word of the spirit.The life and the light are two words that are the same this life is the light.We are the light as we accept Jesus into our life.The first stage is being a victim of your circumstances. You live in the "why me and why God" You are blaming and judging yourself and others and God for everything bad that happens to you.When you become aware of your judgements you can shift to the praise of God and this is the grateful mind set of everything that is given you receive this brings a release from bondage to your own self and you will  move into the beginning stage of your forgiveness for self and others.This takes you out of the victim stage.This empowerment gives you strength to trust yourself and trust God to help you progress to the next stage of manifesting the desires of your heart so you will pray from freedom of spirit and in gratitude each time you ask for something you ask one time knowing God has done the thing you asked.You trust yourself and work with the God you trust to help you.Every stage is a process of shifting your body, mind and heart towards God. The next stage is surrendering to God to take over your will,

not your free will.God's will is more powerful than our own will as we as humans are 
limited. God is not limited to this world.He controls the world according to His purpose.After you accept and allow God's plan for your life you are in the presence of God.