A DAY IS COMING WHEN ALL WILL BE SET ASIDE AND ONLY GOD REMAINS AND WILL RULE THE EARTH FOR THOUSAND YEARS.
THESE ARE THE BEGINING STAGES ON EVERYONE'S JOURNEY TO UNDERSTAND THEIR GIFTS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.
My journey was similar and very interesting My mother was not a gifted or psychic person so my gifts and empathy abilities were not welcomed.My birth father left the family when was nine years old.And this caused me to search for my Father in heaven through Jesus my best friend.Sunday school was an escape from all the drama created by the abusive judgements and sibling battles with my older sister.She was only three years older than me and had to take control over me because my mother had to work.She was a logical thinker and demanding me to listen to her over my mother many times.So the days passed until Sunday came when I was allowed to go to Sunday school and sing in the chorus.My Sunday school teacher took us to her house sometimes for a picnic with her family and it was very impressible in my young life. I got to see a real family and how it should be. and it made me want a family and children with a mother and a father and God in the center for stability.My grandmother was always helping us by buying food and clothes for school she was a light in all the darkness of living in a government housing project.I could talk to her about the Bible and Jesus and all the gifts God had given to me through the Holy Spirit.She was Quaker and she took me to the home meetings in other Quakers she knew.We would sing and each person would tell the group what God had shown them in His word.There was no preacher and everyone share the love of God in their lives at the meetings.My grandmother would always say Brenda you are very blessed.I wasn't sure what she meant at the time but when I couldn't have a baby I heard it again and again from her.She was right I was blessed with a wonderful husband who taught me how to grow up and learn about my gifts through experiences in life and our talks about God.We went on a journey to many places including Korea when he joined the army and spend a lot of time on a college campus at Virginia Tech were He got his degree in electrical engineering.He was my first love and will be my last love because his soul is tied to mine forever. I still talk with him even though we both went on our separate journeys in 1986.He went on to get married to help many women who had sons but no fathers.I went on also and kept learning all about religions on our planet. I married one more man who died three years ago.My life seemed to be all about learning about me so I could share my own development of my gifts from God.I felt I had to learn everything about the paranormal and metaphysical things that were begin used instead of God's word or the connection with Him.I wasn't against them I try to experience them first hand and talk about them in classes and this really led me closer to God. When people ask me any questions about a ghost,out of body projection ,meditation, or numerology I am not a know it all by any means just a very aware person that understands the curiosity of every child of God. I got answers through my own experiences. as every child has.I have had many talks to God about every subject and His spirit has led me to find a ghost and do readings without the aid of cards,astrology or contacting spiritual guides. I know that many children will not know what to do with the gifts and they will take many roads as I did on my journey.And they will find God also and find that He was with them when they sought for answers in the world.He told us to seek His kingdom but nobody told us it was with us all the time just like in the "Wizzard OF OZ" We just needed to find the wizard for confirmation.You know something can right before your eyes and under your nose and you can't see it.I know all the children will find their way back to God because I went into the darkness and found the light without using those gifts from others that don't know God. and use the children for their ego gain and popularity. I love them and know where they are on their journey and I know by the grace and mercy of God they will turn to God for answers.
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