THE STUDENT ASKING THE MASTER. "AM I BORN OF FLESH AND SIN OR OF SPIRIT"?

BEFORE ALL WAS FORMED IN THIS WORLD THERE WAS GOD AND GOD KNEW EVERYTHING HE WOULD CREATE.AS HE SPOKE IT WAS CREATE AND IT WAS AND HE SAID,IT WAS GOOD.

STUDENT?ARE WE ALL GOD'S CREATIONS?

MASTER:YES GOD CREATED ALL.

STUDENT :DID GOD GIVE ALL FREE WILL TO MAKE CHOICES?

MASTER:YES GOD SAID YOU MAY EAT FROM EVERY TREE IN THE WORLD I HAVE CREATED. DO NOT EAT FROM THE TREE OF GOOD AND EVIL OR YOU WILL HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE DUALITIES AND HAVE TO OVERCOME YOUR EGO.WHEN YOU EAT THIS FRUIT YOU WILL THINK YOU ARE gods.
IN A SENSE GOD IS SAYING DO NOT DISOBEY ME BY EATING THIS FRUIT BUT I HAVE PUT IT IN YOU IN WORLD WITH CHOICES.
THE CHILDREN DISOBEY BY USING THEIR FREE WILL TO CHOOSE BECAUSE OF THEIR CURIOSITY AND ATE THE FRUIT AND WERE TAKEN OUT OF THE WORLD.'IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF IT"

STUDENT:WHAT IS SIN?

MASTER:SIN IS FLESH AND DESIRES OF FLESHLY THINGS THAT CORRUPTED THE TEMPLE BODY THAT THE SPIRIT DWELLS IN.

STUDENT:DO I HAVE SIN EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING BAD TO ANYONE?

MASTER: SIN IS IN THE FLESH ONLY NOT IN THE SPIRIT.SOME WERE BORN IN THE SPIRIT AND SOME CHILDREN WERE  BORN AND SOME IN THE FLESH.

STUDENT;SO YOU SAY SOME ARE BORN IN THE SPIRIT AND SOME ARE BORN IN THE FLESH HOW CAN THIS BE AREN'T WE ALL BORN THE SAME IN OUR MOTHER'S WOMB?

MASTER:GOD SAID, 'HE KNEW US BEFORE WE WERE BORN IN OUR MOTHER'S WOMB CORRECT?'

STUDENT:YES THIS IS TRUE

MASTER:THEN IT IS  LOGICAL THAT SOME ARE BORN IN THE FLESH WITH SIN AND SOME ARE BORN IN SPIRIT WITHOUT SIN OF THE FLESH.

STUDENT:CAN YOU GIVE AN EXAMPLE OF BEING BORN IN THE SPIRIT?

MASTER: THERE HAVE BEEN MANY BORN THAT KNEW THE SPIRIT AT BRITH AND LOVE GOD AND HAVE NO DESIRES TO SIN IN THE FLESH.JESUS WAS BORN WITHOUT SIN BECAUSE IT WAS SPIRIT BRITH.THERE HAVE BEEN MANY SPIRIT BIRTHS AND MANY FLESH BIRTHS.

STUDENT:SO YOU ARE SAYING SOME ARE THE CHILDREN OF GOD AT BRITH AND OTHERS ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD OF FLESH?

MASTERS:YES,"EVERYONE HAS FREE WILL TO CHOOSE HOW THEY WILL ENTER INTO THE WORLD AND GOD KNEW THEIR HEARTS BEFORE THE BIRTHING. "

STUDENT:SO HOW CAN WE KNOW WHAT KIND OF BRITH WE HAD?

MASTERS:JESUS SAID,"YOU WILL LOVE YOUR FATHER AND OBEY YOUR FATHER"

STUDENT: I LOVE FATHER GOD MORE THAN I LOVE THE WORLD IS THIS WHAT A CHILD OF GOD SHOULD SAY?

MASTER:YES, A CHILD OF GOD SAYS THAT THEY LOVE THEIR FATHER GOD MORE THAN THE WORLD.

STUDENT:WHAT DOES A CHILD OF THE WORLD SAY?

MASTERS THEY SAY THEY LOVE THE THINGS OF THE FLESH AND THE WORLD MORE THAN THEY LOVE FATHER GOD.

STUDENT:I REMEMBER PRAYING AS A CHILD TO GOD BUT WHEN I GREW UP I STOP PRAYING AND TALKING TO GOD AM I STILL A CHILD OF GOD?

MASTER:YOU ARE STILL A CHILD OF GOD UNLESS YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO BE THE CHILD OF THE FLESH  CHILD OF THE WORLD.GOD KNEW YOU BEFORE AS A CHILD OF GOD AND WILL WAIT FOR YOUR RETURN TO HIM.

STUDENT: CAN A CHILD OF THE WORLD BECOME A CHILD OF GOD?

MASTER,YES WITH THEIR FREE WILL THEY CAN CHOOSE TO BE A BORN AGAIN CHILD OF GOD.THIS MEANS TO REPENT OF THE FLESH OR SINS THAT HAVE BEEN DONE AND HAVE A NEW BRITH EXPERIENCE HAPPEN IN THEIR SPIRIT.


STUDENT:IS THIS POSSIBLE TO GET RID OF THE FLESH DESIRES AND STOP SERVING THE FATHER OF SIN AND LIES  AND RECIEVE THE NEW BIRTH FATHER GOD?

MASTER:THE PURPOSE OF THE CHRIST JESUS WAS TO DIE FOR THEIR SINS AND GIVE THEM A CHOICE TO LIVE SIN FREE.HE WAS THE WAY AND THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE BY HIS SURRENDING TO THE SINS OF THE WORLD.HE DID THIS BECAUSE OF THE CHILDREN THAT WERE BORN IN SIN.

STUDENT:I DIDN'T THINK I WAS A SINNER DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?

MASTER :YES IT MAKES SENSE THE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD HAVE BEEN SAYING EVERYONE HAS SIN AND FALLEN BECAUSE THEY WANTED YOU TO THINK THAT.WE HAVE NOT ALL FALLEN TO SIN BECAUSE WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF OUR FATHER GOD.WE ARE WORTHY AND NOT FILTHY RAGS AS MANY OF THE WORLD TOLD US.

STUDENT:DO THE CHILDREN OF WORLD KNOW THE LIES THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT THEIR FLESH AND SIN AND HOW TO GET RID OF THEIR DESIRES TO DO EVIL?

MASTER:MANY DO NOT KNOW THEY ARE IN DARKNESS AND CAN'T CONTROL THEIR SIN NATURE OF THEIR BIRTH. THE CHILDREN OF GOD HAVE THE LIGHT IN THEM AND HAVE BEEN WORKING THROUGH THEIR FATHER GOD TO SHOW THEM FOR MANY CENTURIES.

STUDENT:WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THEM IF THEY DON'T RECEIVE THE CHRIST?

MASTER:THEY WILL BE CAST INTO THE DARKNESS AS THE LIGHT COMES THROUGH THE CHRIST.THEY WILL NOT KNOW ANYTHING AS THIS IS THEIR THOUGHTS NOW.ALL THOUGHTS ARE TO BE MANIFESTED THROUGH THE CREATION.

REDEFINING WORDS THE WORLD USES TO SPIRITUAL DEFINITIONS.

BEFORE THE MAN OF THE WORLD THERE WAS THE WORD AND THE WORD WAS GOD!

EVERY WORD HAS A SPIRITUAL MEANING THROUGH DESCERMENT OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.

THE WORLD HAS TAKEN MANY WORDS AND DISTORTED THE MEANINGS IN EVERY GENERATION AND HAS ADDED WORDS FROM THE EACH CULTURE  TO OUR DICTIONARIES.

ALL WORDS HAVE A POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE MEANING AND MOST PEOPLE DON'T SEEK THE TRUE MEANINGS AS THEY APPLY TIO THEIR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY.

THE TOWER OF BABEL WAS AN IMPORTANT EVENT IN THE BIBLE AND GIVES US MANY INSIGHTS INTO LANGUAGES  AND WORD CONFUSIONS  AND WE HAVE ALL BEEN TRAPPED IN THE LIES OF THE MEANINGS OF WORDS BY TRHE WORLD.

WORDS ARE KILLING OR HEALING TO THE SPIRIT.WHAT DOES THIS MEAN? WHAT WE SAY AS CHILDREN  OF GOD ABOUT OURSELVES SHOULD FOLLOW THE CORRECT SPIRITUAL INTERPRETATIONS AND THE WHAT THE WORLD SAYS THE MEANING OF A WORD IS TO THEM.

IT MAY BE CALLED "WALKING THE WALK AND TALKING THE TALK"  WE ARE FOLLOW THE WORDS OF OUR HEART AND ARE USING THE WORDS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT IN US.


WE SPEAK WORDS OF LIGHT AND LOVE AND THIS IS THE LANGUAGE OF GOD'S CHILDREN.

WE STILL HAVE MUCH WORK TO REMOVE THE WORDS THAT WE WERE TAUGHT BY THOSE OF THE WORLD.SPIRITUALLY WE KNOW THE WORDS THAT HEAL AND GIVE US FAITH.


The word is our sword and our power in this world of darkness and we can have wisdom and a clear understanding of the words of spirit.Thinking about every word you use and it's power will help us to change the spirit inside each of us and be healed of the lies we have been hearing for many years on our planet.

We have all been "in this world but not of it" so we have been contaminated by the words of the world by a negative program that is ego based and has been cursing our souls.

The word money has gone through many changes and its meaning of greed and power and uses of money is the way the world understands it.Children of God have struggled to use money and get money and have found that their spiritual life was affected by desires for money instead of God's provisions in their life for their work for God.

The word for money for a spiritual person is blessings because it is an exchange of our talents and gifts we were given by God. This is just one example of the changes in our words to release God's power in our spirit.

Start by listening to the children of the world speak about their sadness and seeking for happiness in their darkness.We are told the seek the kingdom within and all will  be added unto us through this type of seeking not as the world seeks through things and stuff to survive through self-gratification.The children of God seek to gratify God.When we as His children do this we don't glorify self we glorify God. 

We are the expression of God on Earth and by His likeness and image in us, we are the Christ or the light of the world.Jesus became an example for us to live and have a life.His way was in His words and love He gave to everyone He met on His journey.

We are to uplift each person we meet on our journey.The word uplift means give them light energy.Uplift means to help each rise or transcend the darkness like the sun rises in the sky.We need to uplift our spirits also by using words that mean to uplift.

The words that curse our souls are words the world uses as they try and struggle to gain the world and not the soul.Our days of trying are over when we allow God to come into our lives through the Christ consciousness or some say the mind of Christ.

Renewal of the mind of the world that we have been holding on to because we were in the darkness and low energies can be done by accepting the Christ into your heart.This is the process of letting go all of all your worldly lies of who you are in the world.Your body will still be in the world and your spirit inwardly will be uplifted to the new creature or born again experience. 

Think on these things what every is lovely and worthy for this how God sees all His children.As we see ourselves as God really sees us we will be His children.He created us and loved us before we loved Him.

What does depression mean to a child of God? To be depressed is a lower of energy and a need to surrender to God to uplifted.We all will give up our free will at some point on our journey and receive the will of God over our lives.

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WORDS ARE SPIRIT AND POWER OF THE TONGUE!

OUR TONGUE CONFESSES WHO WE ARE BY THE WORDS WE USE.

A CALLER SAID," I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU" THIS MEANS THEY BELIEVE THEY BOTHER OTHER PEOPLE AND THINGS BOTHER THEM.LISTEN TO THE WORDS AND HEAR THE CHARACTER IN THE CONDUCT AND HOW THIS PERSON SAYS DON'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU AND KNOW THAT IS JUST WHAT THEY WILL DO TO YOU.

WE USE MANY CATCH PHRASES SUCH HAS  "HOW ARE YOU?" AND THIS HAS TAKEN THE PLACE FOR A PROPER GREETING TO JUST SAY HELLO OR GOOD MORNING TO SOMEONE.THE PERSON THAT USES THIS PHRASE IS NOT INTERESTED IN HOW YOU ARE  IN MOST CASES THEY WALK AWAY WITHOUT CARING ABOUT YOU SO DON'T EXPECT THEM TO LISTEN TO HOW YOU ARE.

THE WORD WANDERING TELLS US THAT A PERSON IS IN A STATE OF CONFUSION ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE AND WHO THEY ARE.THEY AWARENESS LEVEL IS VERY LOW AND MAY HAVE LOST REALITY IN THEIR OWN MIND AND THOUGHTS.

LISTEN TO THE PERSON WHO REPEATS WORDS OVER AND OVER AND YOU MAY BE HYPNOTIZED BY THE RHYTHM THIS IS  A PERSON USING SOUNDS TO CONTROL YOU BY CONSCIOUS MIND THIS IS CALLED MESMERISM. SOME SOUND CONTAIN WORDS OR MUSIC THAT CAN HYPNOTIZED ALSO.BRAINWASHING CAN BE OR MIND GAMES BY USING WORDS OR SLOW MOTIONS CAN CAUSE HUMANS TO ACT OR REACT TO OUTSIDE INFLUENCE TO DO THINGS THEY BELIEVE ARE REAL.

CHILDREN OF GOD HAVE ALOT OF COMPASSION AND CAN BE VERY DECEIVED BY THE PHRASE," I AM SORRY OR   I PROMISE I WILL NOT TO HURT YOU AGAIN" FIRST THING TO OBSERVE IS THE "I AM " ALL I AM STATEMENTS MEAN "GOD" BUT IS GOD SORRY?
SO THIS IS NOT REAL NOR REPENTANT.OF THE BEING SORRY IT  IS THE STATE OF MIND AND THEY NEED TO REPENT.
A PROMISE OF THE "I WILL"  MEANS THEY WILL DO THE ACT AGAIN UNLESS THEY REPENT OF WHAT THEY DID.

WHEN IT COMES TO HEALING WE CAN HEAL OURSELVES WITH THE PROPER WORDS IN OUR THOUGHTS ALSO. JUST SAYING WE ARE WELL CAN CORRECT MANY ILLS AND PAIN IN THE BODY.
OUR SOCIETY HAS GIVEN OUR POWERS TO HEAL TO DOCTORS AND PILLS AND OUTSIDE SOURCES. NATURAL HEALING IS AN INSIDE JOB FIRST THROUGH FAITH AND TRUST IN THE GOD SOURCE INSIDE OUR CORE BELIEFS.


BELIEVING IN YOUR OWN SELF WORTH TO BE HEAL IN YOUR OWN SPIRITUAL WISDOM WAS THE MESSAGE FROM JESUS,"PHYSICIAN HEAL YOURSELF" WHO IS THE HEALER IN THE STORIES IN THE BIBLE? JESUS TOLD US TO HAVE FAITH AND THIS WORD IS THE HEALER.IN ONE STORY IN THE BIBLE A MAN CAME TO JESUS TO GET A HEALING FOR HIS DAUGHTER AND JESUS TOLD HIM HIS FAITH WOULD HEAL HIS DAUGHTER AND IT DID JUST THAT.

SO IN A SENSE IF WE DON'T HAVE THE FAITH TO HEAL OURSELVES WE CAN RECEIVE A HEALING FROM SOMEONE WHO HAS FAITH.THIS IS CALLED FAITH HEALING AND IT CAN BE DONE IN PERSON OR MANY DISTANCES AWAY. BECAUSE FAITH IN THE HEALER IS ALLOWING GOD TO WORK THROUGH THEM TO HEAL OTHERS AND THEMSELVES BY BEING OBJECTIVE.

THE WORDS ARE POWER OF THE SPIRIT AND CAN BE NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE LIKE A TWO EDGE SWORD YOUR TONGUE CAN KILL OR HEAL THIS IS IN THE BIBLE.

DANGERS WORDS
I CAN'T
I DON'T
I TRY

WHEN WE  GO TO OUR EMOTIONS WHEN WE SHOULD BE LOGICAL AND REASON OUT OUR PROBLEMS WE SAY "I FEEL" FEELINGS CAN BE DEPRESSING AND CAUSE STRESS AND BODY PAINS.

WHEN WE LISTEN TO HOW OTHERS FEEL ABOUT OUR PROBLEMS WE NEED TO STOP ALLOWING OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS TO HELP US MAKE CHOICES.MANY READERS SAY "I FEEL" WHEN GIVING US ANSWERS TO OUR QUESTIONS THIS IS NOT HELPING US IT CREATES MORE EMOTIONS IN US.WHEN A READER USES "I THINK" THIS IS COMING FROM THE LOGICAL MIND AND HELPS US TO THINK THROUGH OUR PROBLEMS THAT WERE CAUSED BY EMOTIONAL UPSETS.MANY READERS MAY ALLOW YOUR FREE WILL  AND SOME WILL TAKE IT AWAY IF YOU ALLOW IT.LISTENING TO THE WORDS COMING FROM OTHERS AND MAKE SURE THEY ARE AN OBJECTIVE VIEW AND NOT THEIR VIEW OF YOUR PROBLEMS.YOUR OWN THOUGHTS ARE YOURS ALONE NO PERSON CAN READ YOUR CONSCIOUS MIND.THE READING SHOULD BE ON YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS THOUGHTS ONLY.YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND HOLDS ALL YOUR WORDS AND EVENTS  WILL HELP YOU TO INCREASE YOUR BELIEFS AND USE YOUR OWN REASONING LOGICAL BRAIN.A READER SHOULD HELP YOU TO THINK NOT THINK FOR YOU JUST LIKE A TEACHER.TEACHING A PERSON TO DO ALL THEY CAN DO AND OPENS THE POSSIBLES OF THE SPIRITUAL MATURITY IN EACH PERSON.

CHILDREN OF GOD APPEAR TOO BIG FOR THEIR BRITCHES!

REMEMBER THE SAYINGS AND PUT DOWNS WHEN WE WERE KIDS?

YOUR IMAGINATION IS RUNNING AWAY WITH YOU.

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YONG LADY OR MAN?

YOU ARE SO HARDHEADED ANDWANT EVERYTHING YOUR WAY.

CHILDREN ARE TO BE SEEN AND NOT HEARD.

YOU THINK YOU KNOW IT ALL JUST WAIT TILL YOU GROW UP AND YOU WILL FIND OUT YOUR WRONG.

WHERE DO YOU COME UP WITH SUCH STORIES?

IF YOU SAY THAT WORD STUPID ONE MORE TIME YOU GONNA GET YOUR MOUTH WAS OUT WITH SOAP.

WATCH YOUR MOUTH YOUNG LADY OR MAN OR YOU GET JUST WHAT YOUR ASKING FOR.

YOU THINK YOUR SOMETHING ELSE! BUT YOUR NOT!

 I CAN MAKE YOU OR BREAK YOU DON'T FORGET WHO'S IN CHARGE!

YOU NEED TO GO IN YOUR ROOM AND THINK ABOUT WHY YOU ARE SO BAD.

 YOU MUST OBEY ME OR YOU WILL REGRET EVER BEING BORN.

Usually the threats and put downs cause rebellion within the child or depression.

What did your mother or father say to you that still is in your subconscious thoughts?  I am sure while you were reading some of these you said,"my mom or dad said that" and if you became aware of the program that was given to you get started now to take it out of your thoughts. I remember most of these but had to go into my memories of the things my clients over the years have told me.Every time  I read the Akashic records there are notations written by the recording angel of words that were said and repeated by the adult  I am talking to on the phone.Words that are killing their lives and creating a rebellious stubbornness to mature spiritually. The records are very personal and get to the depths of the soul.I think to myself every time  I read the records  I think to myself you can't make up this stuff it really happen in their lives."  I am an object person as I allow the recording angel to fill in the blanks on their timeline and it flows very smooth and comes out in a complete circle of thoughts each time as it seems omnipresent.We are the children and of God and the energy is spiritual by its very present in our souls.I am getting too big for my britches again as  I hear the recordings of the callers after the readings and don't hear my own voice but a soft and gentle whispering of the past present and future of the recording angel. If we think about the love channel and the rear channel  we can gain some wisdom and know that evil is not interested in helping us improve  our lives by correcting our records.Most channeling is done by the children of the world talk about fears and created confusion and are done for a group and not on a personal level.  I am happy to report  I don't buy any of the put downs that my mother said to me  I lived with those ideas too long and now the truth has set me free.How about you want a record reading let me know.
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MONDAY NIGHT AT THE FIGHT'S OR THE GREAT DEBATE?

IT IS GOING TO BE KNOCK DOWN DRAGGED OUT FIGHT FOLKS!


IN THIS CORNER  HILLARY RODHAM CLINTON WEIGHING IN AT A FLEXIBLE  UNKNOWN WEIGHT SOMEWHERE BETWEEN 125-145 DEPENDING ON MAKE-UP AND DE GUISE  SHE WILL BE WEARING TONIGHT. HILLARY HAS BEEN UNDER THE WEATHER LATELY AND MAY JUST DO HER FAMOUS "ROPER DOPER"TO ESCAPE BEING CONFRONTED BY HER WORTHY OPPONENT.HILLARY WILL COME INTO THE FIGHT FOR RIGHTS OF CHILDREN THAT ARE OVER THE FETUS AGE. SHE WILL PUSH HER AGENDA TO HER PRO-CHOICE TO KILL THE UNBORN BEFORE THEY HAVE A CHANCE TO KILL THEIR BIRTH MOTHER'S. SHE WILL TALK ABOUT WORKING TOGETHER AND BE THINKING HOW SHE WILL HIDE EVERYTHING SHE DOES IN
E-MAILS AND SERVERS AND HOW SHE TOOK MONIES FROM HER SUPPORTERS TO FUND DUMMY CORPORATIONS. HILLARY WILL BE USING AN ONE TWO UNDER THE BELT APPROACH TO GAIN STRENGTH IN HER POLICY TO BRING  FREE BATHROOMS AND SUPPORT TO THE LGBT RIGHTS TO HELP DESTROY MARRIAGES AND  STOP THE REPRODUCTION OF CHILDREN.SHE  WILL MAKE A STAND ON OPEN BORDERS SO THAT TERRORIST CAN ENTER THE COUNTRY  AND THOSE THAT ARE NOT- ILLEGAL MAY STAY AND GET BENEFITS THE SAME AS CITIZENS.


IN THIS CORNER DONALD J TRUMP WEIGHING IN ABOUT 189-200 DEPENDING ON HIS HAIR STYLE AND BUSINESS SUIT AND TIE OF IMPORTANCES.HE COMES TO THE FIGHT PREPARED BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN DOING HIS "ROAD WORK"  AND HAS VISITED AND SPOKE TO THE PEOPLE ON SUBJECTS LIKE VETERANS CARE AND MILTARY ISSUE FOR INSIGHTS INTO THE PROBLEMS IN OUR WEAK ARMED FORCES.HE WENT TO MEXICO TO GET THE MEXICO GOVERNMENT TO PAY FOR THE WALL TO PROTECT OUR COUNTRY AND THEIRS AGAINST INVADERS.DONALD IS ALL BUSINESS AND WILL COME INTO THIS FIGHT FOR THE PEOPLE NOT FOR HIS OWN AGENDAS SO HE WILL USE CLEAR PUNCHES AND BACK OFF AND NOT GO FOR THE TAKE DOWN.


EVERYBODY LIKES A FAIR FIGHT SO THE RULES ARE IMPORTANT.BOTH WILL BE WARNED OF THE TIME LIMITS TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS AND THE REBUTTAL WILL COME AFTER EACH QUESTION IS ANSWERED BY EACH CANDIDATE. THE RULES WILL BE BROKEN BY THE MODERATOR AND EACH CANDIDATE AND THIS WILL ADD EXCITEMENT AND EMOTIONS TO THE  SHOW TONIGHT.BOTH CANDIDATES ARE PREPARED TO GIVE ALL TO KEEP THE FIGHT ON-GOING IN THE MEDIA FOR DAYS.THERE WILL BE NO PRAYER TO OPEN THE FIGHT AND NO HITTING THE GLOVES AND GREETING JUST LOOKS AND STARES AND MOMENTS OF  PAUSING TO HELP HILLARY'S TO STAY STANDING ON A STOOL BECAUSE SHE NEEDS A LOWER PLATFORM TO HIDE HER CORDS AND HER EAR PIECE TO RECEIVE MESSAGES OF WHAT TO SAY.THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING FOR THE FIRST FEW MINUTES AND THEN NOTHING AS THE CURTAIN CLOSES AS THE FIGHTERS TAKE THEIR FINAL PUNCHES AND NO IS DECLARED A WINNER AND THE FIGHT GOES ON.

WHAT DID YOU EXPECT ME TO WRITE?

 


  

I WAS A CHILD OF THE WORLD,I AM A CHILD OF GOD NOW!

THINKING ABOUT TWO SIDES OF THE COIN HELPS US TO SEE BOTH SIDES OF THE "CHILD" WORD.

THE FLIP OF THE COIN WE MAKE WHEN WE START THE SPIRITUAL GAME  MEANS WE WILL GIVE AND RECEIVING AND BALANCE THE GAME TO OUR ADVANTAGE.

WE ALL WERE ALL FIRST GIVERS AND THIS SEEM THE WAY OF THE WORLD TO PLAY THE GAME AND THEY TOOK  OUR TALENTS AND GIFTS OF GOD AND RECEIVED THEM WITHOUT GIVING BACK AND WANTED MORE FROM US.

WE COME INTO THIS WORLD WITH ALL THE SPIRITUAL GIFTS AND TALENTS AND ARE READY TO BE WHAT WE ARE "A CHILD OF GOD" WE ARE TOLD WE ARE A CHILD OF THE WORLD AND THIS LIE CONTINUES UNTIL WE AWAKEN TO OUR SOUL'S IDENTITY HAPPENS IN OUR OWN AWARENESS.

THE FIRST LIE WE ARE TOLD IS WE MUST LEARN THE WAYS OF THE WORLD TO SURVIVE  AND DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

THE PROGRAMS TO OUR SUBCONIOUSNESS START VERY EARLY FROM THE VERY MOMENT OF CONCEPTION IN THE WOMB WITH THE ECHO'S FROM OUR BRITH MOTHERS.WE HEAR WORDS AND FEEL EMOTIONS AND KNOW OUR JOURNEYS PURPOSE IN THE WOMB.

The child of God tries and struggles to fit into the world that they are not "of" but "in" and uses all their knowledge and wisdom in their spirit to win the game of the world.

The world of competition urges them to move up the ladder of success in the world through the ways of greed and power and be a best of everything the world accepts. 

All caring and compassion and thoughts of the child of God are confused and suppressed and lead to depression and self-awareness of who they really are  in their true identity may take an object person to tell them the truth.

The objective  mentor has become aware of their true identity and can awaken the child of the world  by telling them to become aware and remember who you are a "child of God."

People say to me aren't we all children of God? Yes, we are all are created in in the images and likeness of God.

We know that we have been programmed and are still in this world and the program is still running in us in our subconsciousness. We know we can reprogram or as it says,"renew your mind study to make thyself  approved" this is the new birth and the new creature or the born again experience. The child of the world seeks the approval of other humans they are thinking that they need approval in all their choices.They will also seek wrong spiritual advice from other children of the world that claim they have spirit guides these guides are called familiar spirits in the bible. These spirits give medium that is not a child of God messages from disincarnated souls that were once on the Earth and didn't accept God.They seek a channel to come through to gain access to the world they can't reincarnate  into because of their low energy. They play games with the images in the minds of those that summon them. In most cases, the medium or psychic doesn't know they are listening to these spirits.When a person is developing the gifts that God gave them they make a free will choice to choose God or evil to use their gifts.Everyone has a choice to use their gifts for God or evil.  I remember my own dark night of the soul and my choice for God and as  I taught psychic development and awareness for 20 years. I have met so many children of God and children of the world. I always chose God way to use my gifts from age 11 because of my strong belief  in the Christ Jesus.My journey was to teach and make disciples of  Christ the mission of all children of God.Every good gift comes from God that is in the Bible.  A gift can be used for good or evil.

ARE WE STUCK OR ARE WE WAITING ON GOD?

WAITING IS AN INNER ABILITY OF EACH SOUL AND STEMS FROM BEING CONFIDENT AND FOCUSED ON WHO IS GOD AND IN WHAT GOD IS DOING FOR YOU.

WAITING IS A PROCESS OF TRUST AND CONFIDENCE. IN GOD.

THE TWO DIFFICULT ASPECTS  OF WAITING AND THE FEELINGS OF BEING STUCK IN ANY SITUATIONS ARE BALANCING THE NEGATIVES AND POSITIVES.

FOCUSING ON THE NEGATIVES INSTEAD OF THE POSITIVES CREATES EMOTIONS THAT LOWER YOUR EXPECTION OF A GOOD OUTCOME AND THE LOST OF TRUST IN GOD.

WAITING DOES  ENVOLVE  DIVINE TIMING TO SECURE THE MANFESTIONS OF THE FLOW OF THE INTENTION DESIRED.

WAITING AND HOPING ARE WOUND TOGETHER LIKE STRANDS OF A ROPE AND ARE A LIFE LINE TO SOURCE.

WAITING ENVOLVES AN EXPECTATION BASED ON KNOWLEDGE AND TRUST.

Do we wait for the sun to rise each new day?We expect nature to create without our interference because we know God's laws of creation are continuously at work in nature.Are human's God's best creation?Thinking about your own creation that you are then each must know that God is working with each in the creations process.The world speaks of being stuck because they have no wisdom of the creation within each soul.Each sojourn requires the remembrance of "who we are" and understanding our connection to God through creation. Human's are emotional because of fear and doubts they create when they don't know who they are in God and many are lost in this confusing state of mind of the world. The feelings of being stuck in any situation come from thoughts anxieties and not getting what they want when they want it.They don't consider the divine timing of God their time is important to them to the point they can't understand that God is preparing a good outcome for them in their intentions.They worry and become depressed and the stress is brought into their physical through the negatives they create and they have to wait longer for their manifestations. We are talking about energies and connections to a higher source that creates all through us.We are the expressions of the creation.There really is no stuck position in us we hold this mindset because we  allow it into our reality because of fears from our old ways of thinking.We tell everyone our negatives and they agree with us and this holds the energy in the creation process from manifesting.Can we wake up and stop fearing the wait conditions that were set up to help us? Y

es, the wait condition is important because we need it!

PARANORMAL OR LOW ENERGY TRANSMISSION?

WHO GONNA CALL GHOSTBUSTERS?

The journey unfolds in all areas of personal spiritual maturity as the energies increase to the higher frequencies the lower energies decrease within the conscious awareness. The two energies of the soul duality are converging and creating the manifestation called converting.The conversion is being heard over the radio waves and sounds like an echo effect. A person may start a conversation with very high energy and positive emotions in thought and action and not be able to maintain the flow of their own energy.

example: A caller I have heard many times for over a year on blog talk radio call in this morning her voice had changed because her vibration had changed due to a reading of her akashic records  I gave her yesterday. The reader noticed it and so did  I was in the chat room listening.The reader said,"you sound so good and seem to be more responsible this morning."She agreed and said "it must be my frustration driving me." then she mentioned the full moon.She didn't have and  problems maintaining a normal 
conversation  with the reader.The reader said,"he was very hopeful for her."She listened to him for the first time as he said good things about her progress. The sound from her and him was clear on the airwaves.Then she shifted to back to her victim consciousness and as she did this her energy changed to the negative why me.Her voices echoed over and over  the airwaves like  ripples of waves on a lake that was still.She started talking and using the word wandering and this meant she was lost in confusion. She talked about the same things she says everything she calls every reader.She told the reader she was worried about getting a job and her money was running out. The sound was so bad and full of echo's I had to stop listening.

I know this only one example and it occurring everywhere on the airwaves and soon to happen off the airwaves.We seem to be hearing it on or cell phones also.This could be the  paranormal transmission from the energies on the other side.It could also be something in our DNA that is causing the interruption in the transmission.We do know about electronic voice phenomenon and have heard many recordings taken on ghost investigations. I personally have made such recordings and have been involved with ghost investigations on my journey. My clients have told me so many stories and taken pictures of orbs and told me about their electrical problems in their homes and businesses.This is a very complex area of discussion and  I am researching all stories my clients tell me about. I have listened to "coast to coast am" radio shows for many years I know that this caller has problems and her journey has been a struggle to find answers just like everyone else.We are at different energy levels due to the realities we accept.She is very confused one minute and seems not confused the next minute.This has always been something  I observed while listening to people talk with me in person and on the radio.My question to these that flip or change from positive talk to negative thoughts so rapidly is"where is your balance?" I understand self-control and know what I say and do is my own co-creation with God. I think they know this also but still, they can't hold the positive energy for very long especially when they come in contact with an outside source that is negative.They want to belong and get attention so they call someone that will lift the negative energy instead of the positive energy.

This is the spiritual war we are facing every day and  I have taken my own journey very serious and allowed all experiences to unfolded.So going into the paranormal or supernormal comes full circle for me and  I am ready. I have notice that when these humans come on my shows the energy they carry does affect my computer and the lights flash or cut them off.

My prayers for protection and love are a daily practice  I do before each show and before  I walk my dog on the city streets.We are all energy and energy  transmission is a fact whether we want to accept it or not. We give and receive negative and positive through telepathy transmissions or sounds from other humans voices and the words they say.

    

   





        

SOMETIMES BEING PART OF THE SOLUTION CREATES A PROBLEM

WE HAVE SO MANY CHOICES AND SOME OF THE CHOICES ARE SPIRITUAL AND WE KNOW WHEN IT IS ALL ABOUT OUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY. WE OFFER OUR SERVICES THROUGH ADVICE OR SHOULDER TO CRY ON OR JUST BE THERE TO LISTEN.

I THINK WE HAVE ALL DONE WHAT IS NEEDED TO HELP THE COMMUNITIES AND SOCIAL MEDIA AND MANY PEOPLE ARE BEING HELPED BY THE POST AND VIDEO'S AND THE WRITINGS AND LIVE ADVICE OF A SPIRITUAL NATURE.

WHAT CAN WE ALL BRING TO SOCIAL MEDIA ABOUT THE EVERYDAY STRUGGLES?

WE CAN TURN OUR ATTENTIONS TO THOSE THAT NEED US BY MORE DIRECTLY INVOLVED WITH THE PROBLEMS OUR WORLD IS FACING.

WE ARE HALF WAY THERE WITH THE ENCOURAGEMENTS WE GIVE BUT CAN WE GO FURTHER  AND POST SOLUTIONS TO EVERDAY PROBLEMS OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS FACE?

WE ARE VERY CAUTIOUS TO BRING JUST THE LIGHT AND ENLIGHTMENT IS NEEDED DON'T GET ME WRONG.

SOME CHOOSE TO POST JUST THE BAD NEWS AND OTHER CHOOSE THE GOOD NEWS.

THE POST ARE CREATE SEPARATION AND OUR PURPOSE IS TO CREATE TOGETHERNESS AND BRING THE ONE TO FULL CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE WHOLE. 

I DON'T REPORT THE BAD POST I JUST DELETE THEM AND I AM SURE THAT IS BEING DONE BY MANY OF US BECAUSE REPORTING DIDN'T DO ANYTHING BUT SEND IT BACK EVEN WORSE.

THERE IS SO MUCH TALK NOW ABOUT THE " UNITED NATIONS" TAKING OVER THE INTERNET IT MAY BE TRUE OR FALSE BUT IT IS A POSSIBLY.

WE CAN POLICE OURSELVES AND IF THIS HAPPENS WE NEED TO BE BOLD AND STAND UP FOR OUR FREEDOM OF SPEECH THAT WE HAVE NOW ON SOCIAL MEDIA.

WE ALL NEED TO BECOME PART OF THE SOLUTIONS AND DO EVERYTHING WE CAN DO SPIRITUALLY AND TO NOT JOIN INTO THE PROBLEMS THAT ARE BEGIN CREATED BY THOSE WHO ARE ENTERTAINING  FEARS OF THE WORLD TAKING OUR FREEDOMS AWAY.

THEY ARE BRINGING THE PROBLEMS NOT THE SOLUTIONS IN THEIR WORDS AND POST.

THEY THINK THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING GOOD BY MAKING US FEAR AND FEAR IS NOT THE ANSWER.

WE HAVE ALL DELETED AND REMOVED POST THAT APPEARED TO BE FALSE BUT THEY STILL SHOW UP ON OUR NEWS PAGE AND IN THE GROUPS.

LET'S BRING SPIRITUALITY TO MUCH HIGHER LEVEL AND OVERCOME THESE FEAR POST NOW.

I BELIEVE WE CAN DO THIS IF WE ARE TOGETHER AND SHARE MORE POST ABOUT THE FREEDOM WE HAVE NOW INSTEAD OF POSTED FEAR POST.

WE ARE MOSTLY LOVERS AND NOT FIGHTERS FOR OURSELVES WE HOLD BACK THE REAL SPIRIT OF JUSTICE BECAUSE WE DON'T WON'T TO SHOW OUR WHO WE REALLY ARE INSIDE.

IT IS TRUELY A SPIRITUAL BATTLE WE HAVE INSIDE OURSELVES AND IT IS BECOMING AN OUTWARD BATTLE  TO MANY WHO KNOW THEIR POWERS AN ARE NOT AFRAID TO REVEAL THEM.I AM VERY GLAD I KNOW MANY OF THESE GROUP LEADERS AND THOSE THAT SUPPORT MY WRITINGS AND MY SHOWS.

THE WORDS RIGHTEOUS ANGER  IS KNOW BY MANY OF YOU AND DON'T NEED TO HAVE AN EXPLANATION OF WHAT IT MEANS.

THE DAY WILL COME FOR RIGHTEOUS ANGER IF THE POWERS THAT BE THINK THEY ARE TAKING AWAY OUR FREEDOMS OF SPEECH .

QUESTION DOES FREEDOM OF SPEECH MEAN THAT ANYONE CAN SPEAD RUMORS OR FALSE INFORMATION?

YES THEY CAN,BUT WE CAN SPREAD MORE POSTIVE SPEECH AND NOT LISTEN TO THE NEGATIVES OR SPREAD IT. WE CAN CHECK IT OUT TO SEE IF ITS REAL OR FAKE.BE PART OF THE SOLUTION AND DON'T CREATE MORE PROBLEMS.

 

"DON'T YOU BELIEVE I AM IN THE FATHER AND THE FATHER IS IN ME"

A COMPLETE THOUGHT CREATES MORE UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM AND ALLOWS THE PERCEPTIONS OF A WHOLE PICTURE,  

JESUS WAS ASKED MANY QUESTIONS AND HE ASKED MANY QUESTION TO THOSE HE MET ON HIS JOURNEY.

THE QUESTION OF HIS DIVINITY IS FOUND IN JOHN 14-15  IN THE BIBLE.

IN VERSE 8 PHILIP SAID,"SIR,SHOW US THE FATHER AND WE WILL BE SATISFIED."

IN VERSE 9 JESUS REPLIED,"DON'T YOU EVEN YET KNOW WHO I AM, PHILIP,EVEN AFTER ALL THIS TIME, I HAVE BEEN WITH YOU? ANYONE WHO HAS SEEN ME HAS SEEN THE FATHER!"SO WHY ARE YOU ASKING TO SEE HIM?

DON'T YOU BELEIVE  THAT I AM IN THE FATHER AND THE FATHER IS IN ME?

THE WORDS I SAY ARE NOT MY OWN BUT ARE THE FATHER WHO LIVES IN ME AND THE HE DOES HIS WORK THROUGH ME.

VERSE 22 JUDAS ASKED JESUS,"WHY HE DIDN'T REVEAL HIS IDENTITY TO THE WORLD"

JESUS SAYS,"I WILL ONLY REVEAL MYSELF TO THOSE WHO LOVE ME AND OBEY ME"


This is a conversation between Philip and Jesus and Judas questions were not easy for Jesus to answer in His own thoughts but knew that the Father would speak through Him and His work was the work of the father in Him.Jesus states very clearly that He not making up these answers to the questions in verse 24.These are the answers given to me by while  I am here with you.Verse 26: But when the Father sends the comforter I mean the Holy Spirit-He teach you,as well as remind you of everything I myself have told you.It is very clear in the words used Jesus was allowing the Father to channel through him while He was on the Earth in the physical. Many churches still can't read and understand and take words out of the context of the whole conversation.They make the statement that Jesus was God the Father.Jesus himself said," I am in the Father and the Father is in me"He didn't say,"I am God the Father."begin in means was His was allowing the Father of God or source to worked through Him in His words and works.Jesus was fully man and this was the purpose of God to have a physical representation show how we could connect to the inner spiritual life and allow God or source through the Holy Spirit to speak for us and do the works of the Father.Jesus showed us the way or the means to transcend the world and depend on the Father.  In  verse 27 he is finishing His conversation and says,"Remember what I told you -  I am going away,but  I will come back to you again.If you really love me,you will be happy for me. For now  I can go to the Father,who is greater than me.So Jesus admits He knows the Father is greater than Himself.We have read greater that is in us than that was in Jesus.What greater things have we done?  I know we all know that answer.Who is coming back?Many are waiting for the return of Jesus.Can we step up to the next level of wisdom for just a second?Are we the children of God?Are we like Jesus and listening to the Holy Spirit?Yes, we are and we are doing greater things for the Father through our lives right now.There are some who think they are God or goddess but Jesus didn't even think He was God.We all know that it takes a very strong ego to jump to the conclusion that we are gods or The God don't we?Jesus was humble and didn't think for one moment He was God.Some religions have forgotten the gifts of the Holy spirit dwell within each child of God and don't understand the abilities we have.They are following so much dogma create by men  they can't see the forest  for the trees. We must look at the complete forest to see one tree. If you have heard with your spiritual ears and read with your third eye you haver seen the Father.In every child of God,that has allowed the spirit to operated with them will do greater things through this source

provided by God.   

CODE BLUE "HIT THEM WITH DEFIBRILLATOR!"

AS THE ELECTRICAL SURGES FROM THE SOURCE OF THE DEFIBRILLATOR THE BODY JERKS UPWARD UNCONTROLLABLE.AS IT RISES OFF THE BED THE BACK MUSCLES ARCH UPWARD AS THE SPINAL COLUMN SENDS THE ELECTRICAL CHARGE TO THE BRAIN.  

THE  ENERGY GOES DIRECTLY TO THE HEART MUSCLES AND ELECTRICAL CONNECTION TO THE WHOLE BODY ARE GETTING THE CHARGED.TO BRING LIFE BACK TO A DYING BODY.

THIS IS THE AWAKENING OF THE HUMAN BODY IN THE PHYSICAL.IN MOST CASES THIS PROCEDURE IS DONE MORE THAN ONCE IN A PERIOD OF TIME DETERMINE BY THE DOCTORS.EVERYONE IN ATTENDANCE IS HELPING THE DOCTORS AND NURSES AS THE CHECK THE BLOOD PRESSURE AND OTHER VITALS OF THE PATIENT.THE DECISIONS ARE MADE USUALLY BY THE DOCTOR"TO HIT THE PATIENT"AGAIN OR DECLARED THE PATIENT DEAD  ARE LEFT UP TO THE DOCTOR.

DEATH IS NOT FINAL SAY WHEN IT COMES TO THE END OF ALL THE SPIRIT LIVES ON FOREVER.

THE SPIRITUAL REALTIES AND NEW DISCOVERIES AND WISDOM THROUGH LISTENING TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE EXPERIENCED "OUT OF THE BODY"  OR "NEAR DEATH"  SITUATIONS BRINGS NEW MEANINGS AND QUESTIONS THAT NEED TO BE EXPLORED FURTHER AND BEYOND THE ELECTRICAL BODY CONNECTION FROM A DEFIBRILLATOR SOURCE.

THE SOURCE OF ALL IS A SPIRITUAL SOURCE AND IT IS A CHARGE OF ELECTRICAL ENERGY THAT CAN .BE DEMONSTRATED IN THE HANDS OF A HEALER OR SHAMAN OR RIKI MASTERS ALSO.

WE KNOW THAT WE HAVE ENERGY FIELDS SURROUNDING OUR BODIES CALLED AN AURA. WE KNOW HAVE ENERGY CENTERS CALLED CHAKRAS. DO WE KNOW WE HAVE ENERGY SURGING THROUGH OUR BODIES ALL THE TIME?

IF THE SPIRIT IS WILLING TO ACCESS ALL THIS INFORMATION AND RECHARGE THEIR OWN INNER ENERGY DOES THIS BRING LIFE TO THE BODY LIKE A DEFIBRILLATOR?

SPIRITUAL LIFE AND THE TOOLS OF SCIENCE ARE VERY MUCH THE SAME WHEN WE REALIZE THE POWER WITHIN EACH SYSTEM OF THE HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS OF AWARENESS OF THE POWER WE HAVE TO OVERCOME WITH OUR OWN POWERS WITHIN.

WHY DOES THE HEART SHUT DOWN AND NEED TO BE RESTARTED?THE HEART IS THE LIFE OF THE HUMAN BODIES SYSTEM AND IS THE HEART THAT IS ALSO THE SPIRITUAL SYSTEM.

IF THE HEART IS NOT INVOLVED WITH THE WHOLE OPERATION OF THE BODY,MIND, AND SOUL THERE IS A DISCONNECTION IN THE FLOW OF THE ENERGY NEEDED FOR A WHOLENESS OF LIFE. THIS GIVE A CLEAR UNDERSTANDING OF HOW WE ARE TO LOVE GOD WITH ALL OUR HEART,BODY, AND SOUL.

MAYBE THE WAKING UP TO WHO WE REALLY ARE IN THE SPIRIT MAY TAKE A BOLT OF AN ELECTRICAL CHARGE FROM A DEFIBRILLATOR CALLED GOD.WHEN WE HEAR THE STORIES OF THOSE THAT EXPERIENCE  NEAR DEATH OR OUT OF THE BODY THEY ALWAYS GAIN A SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTMENT  BY WHAT THEY WENT THROUGH. WAS IT THE ELECTRICAL CHARGE OR THE CONNECTION BEING MADE TO THE BODY, MIND, AND SOUL?HOW CAN WE GET A JUMP START TO EVERYONE THAT IS NOT AWAKE SPIRITUAL ON OUR PLANET?WE SEEM TO BE HAVING SOME UNUSUALLY ENERGY WAVES COMING FROM THE SUN AND PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT BUZZING IN THEIR EARS.MY QUESTION ARE THESE ENERGY WAVES UNUSUALLY ARE HAVE THEY ALWAYS BEEN HAPPENING BUT WE ARE JUST BECOMING MORE AWARE OF THEM?I THINK WE ARE JUST BECOMING MORE AWARE AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS AWARENESS MAY BE AFFECTING US MORE.

AS WE TURN TO OUR INNER SPIRITUAL AWARENESS WE ARE CO-CREATING THE UNIVERSE WITHIN US AND THE OUTER MATERIAL WORLD IS THE MANIFESTATION OF POWER WITHIN EACH OF US.WE HAVE HAD THIS ALL ALONG AND THE MOMENT OF THE NOW IS HERE.

THE QUESTION IS ARE WE COURAGEOUS AND BOLD ENOUGH IN OUR BELIEFS TO CREATE THE NEW WORLD WE SEEK INWARDLY AND MANIFEST THE KINGDOM WITHIN OF THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS? WE ALL WANT AND DESIRE THE SPIRITUAL WORLD TO BECOME EVERYONE'S REALITY SO WE CAN HAVE THE PEACE THAT IS WITHIN TO BECOME THE HOME WE SEEK.

WE CAN DO THIS WITH AGREEMENT AND THE ONE ACCORD SPOKEN ABOUT IN THE BIBLE.

WE ARE GOING BEYOND THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD AND OVER THE RAINBOW TO A LAND OF OZ IN OUR DREAMS AND VISIONS.WE HAVE ALL AND ARE ALL AND THE POWER IS WITH US.ACCEPT YOUR POWER AND TAKE THE QUEST AND ALL THE CHILDREN WILL COME UNTO THE FATHER IN THE GRACE PROVIDED.THE LOST WILL BE FOUND AND THE CLUES ARE THE BREAD CRUMBS LEFT ON THE PATH.FOR JESUS SAID,"I AM THE BREAD OF LIFE" AND 'I AM THE LIVING WATERS AND NO ONE WILL BE THIRSTY OR HUNGRY EVER AGAIN."YOUR JOURNEY TO WHOLENESS SEEM LIKE A DESERT AND YOU DID GET THIRSTY AND VERY HUNGRY DIDN'T YOU?AND THERE WERE TIMES YOU FELT LOST AND CONFUSED ABOUT YOUR DIRECTION ON WHERE YOU WERE GOING.WE ALL WERE GOING TO THE SAME PLACE AND MET THE SAME CHARACTER DORO

THY MET ON HER JOURNEY HOME TO HER HEART. WE JUST DIDN'T SEE IT AT FIRST BUT NOW WE KNOW THAT ALL STORIES ARE THE SAME STORY.

REMEMBER 'THE NEVER ENDING STORY"WELL IT IS MY STORY AND ITS YOURS.

KEEP YOUR HEART HEALTHY AND YOUR LOVE LIGHT WILL SHINE FOREVER. MUCH LIKE DOROTHY HOME IS IN YOUR HEART.














 

JESUS SAID, "LOVE YOUR ENEMY" I SAY,"WHO ARE OUR ENEMIES"?

THE MEANING OF THE WORD ENEMY CAN STIR  UP EMOTIONAL FEARS JUST BY THE HEARING OF THE WORD.

DO WE CREATE OUR OWN ENEMIES BY OUR OWN FEARS THAT WE THINK SOMEONE OR GROUP IS AGAINST US?

THE SPIRITUAL WAR IS NOT AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD ENEMIES OR THOSE THAT WANT TO CONTROL OVER US WITH THEIR ACTION OF TERRORISM.

WHEN WE THINK OF LOVE WE ARE THINKING OF GOD'S LOVE NOT THE WORLD'S LOVE.THE WORLD CAN NOT LOVE THEIR ENEMIES LIKE GOD BECAUSE GOD'S LOVE IS NOT THEIR CHOICE TO USE IT.WHEN A CHILD OF GOD CHOOSES TO LOVE GOD AND ALLOWS GOD'S LOVE TO LOVE OTHERS THEY ALSO LOVE THEIR ENEMIES WITH THAT TYPE OF LOVE.

THIS IS THE LOVE JESUS WAS TALKING ABOUT.LOVING ALL YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS AS YOU LOVE GOD.

THE STUDENT ASKED,"WHO ARE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS?" JESUS ANSWERED,EVEN THE ONES YOU THINK MAY WANT TO HARM YOU OR DESTROY YOU ARE YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS.THE STUDENT,"AM I MY BROTHERS KEEPER?"JESUS SAID,"IF YOU LOVE YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS YOU ARE LOVING GOD."

THIS SOUNDS SIMPLE BUT CONFUSING TO THOSE WHO HAVE GIVEN THEIR MIND'S OVER TO THE FEARS OF THE WORLD.THEY THINK ABOUT LOOSING THEIR LIVES AND THEIR FAMILIES TO THREATS OF TERRORISM  AND FORGET GOD'S LOVE IS PROTECTED THEM. I AM SURE JESUS KNEW THE FEARS OF THE PEOPLE HE WAS TALKING TO BACK IN HIS TIME AND KNEW THE FUTURE TIMES OF OUR FEARS OF ENEMIES WE WOULD FACE ALSO.

THE WORLD IS STILL CREATING FEARS OF ENEMIES AND LOVING OUR ENEMIES SEEMS OUT OF STEP WITH AND VERY FOOLISH TO THE WORLD.THE CHILDREN OF GOD KNOW THEY SHOULD FOLLOW WHAT JESUS SAID BUT THEY HAVE TURN FROM HIS TEACHINGS TO THE WORLD WAYS EVEN THOUGH IN THEIR HEARTS THEY KNOW GOD'S TRUTHS.OF ALL THAT WAS PREDICTED IN THE PROPHECY LONG AGO AND IS BEING FULFILLED ACCORDING TO THE PLAN OF GOD.

SO WHERE ARE WE NOW? WE STAND AT THE DOOR KNOCKING AND JESUS WAITS FOR OUR ANSWER TO HIS WORDS.CAN WE LOVE OUR ENEMIES AND SURRENDER?

HE WAITS, MANY THINK THEY ARE WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN WHEN IT HAS ALL BEEN DONE AND THE WAITING IS OVER AND THE TIME IS NOW AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE TIME.THE PERCEPTION OF TIME HAS ALWAYS CAUSED SUCH CONFUSION WITH NON-SPIRITUAL HUMANS AND STILL DOES IF THEY ALLOW IT TO DO SO.

WHEN SOMETHING IS DONE IT IS DONE AND JESUS SAID,"IT IS DONE" SO WE ARE NOT WAITING WE ARE ALLOWING ALL TO UNFOLDED ACCORDING TO THE WORDS OF THE BIBLE THE INSTRUCTION BOOK FOR THE GAME OF LIFE WE ARE PLAYING.

A CALLER LAST NIGHT SAID,"I WILL WAIT FOR IT ALL TO BE PLAYED OUT"WHAT WONDERFUL WORDS THAT CAME FROM A CHILD OF GOD ON THE PHONE CALL I RECEIVED THAT CAME ACROSS THE AIRWAVES WITH SUCH IMPORTANCE I HAD TO REPEAT IT AND PAUSE MY OWN THOUGHTS.

I AM ALWAYS INSPIRED BY MY CALLERS AND PEOPLE I MEET EVERYDAY ON MY DOG WALKS.I DON'T SEE PEOPLE AS MY ENEMIES BECAUSE I KNOW THAT GOD'S LOVE IS IN EACH ONE I MEET.EVEN IN THE FACE OF WHAT APPEARS DANGEROUS AND I HAVE BEEN THERE ALSO I STILL KNOW GOD IS WITH ME AND HIS LOVE WILL GET ME THROUGH THE STORMS.

ON THE SHOW LAST NIGHT THERE WAS ONE MOMENT WHEN THE HOLY SPIRIT MOVE IN MY SPIRIT DURING A CONVERSATION TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THE WORDS A CALLER SAID.SHE SAID,"I WILL TRUST MY GUIDES"AND WHEN MY SPIRIT HEAR THIS I WAS NOT ANGRY BUT I COULDN'T HOLD BACK MY TONGUE.I SAID,"ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT DISCARNATE SPIRITS OR DEMONS OR THOSE IN THE VOID?"SHE WAS OFFENDED AT MY QUESTION AND SAID THOSE ARE MY BELIEF'S.I SAID, "I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING BECAUSE I WOULD BE AMISS AND WHEN I GOT OFF THE AIR I WOULD HAVE TO TALK WITH GOD ABOUT NOT SAYING WHAT I WAS GETTING FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT.SHE WAS STILL ANGRY SO I SAID,"I AM SORRY THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND GOD AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND"SHE SEEM A LITTLE BIT BETTER BUT SAID SHE LOVED GOD.I SAID,"I AM SURE YOU DO THAT IS NOT WHY I SAID THESE ARE THE WORDS OF THE NEW AGE MOVEMENT AND THE WORLD"SO I APOLOGIZED AND THAT WAS MY HONORING AND RESPECTING HER JOURNEY.

SOMETIMES LIFE THROWS YOU A CURVE BALL RIGHT WE ALL HAVE TO BE READY TO RECEIVE THE GOOD AND THE BAD AND BE OURSELVES NOT MATTER THE OUTCOME.WE ARE ALL IN THE SEAT TAKING THE HEAT EVEN IF WE ARE NOT ON THE AIRWAVES.I TOOK THE CALLING AND EACH HAS A CALLING AND EVERY JOURNEY IS THE SAME JUST THE NAMES AND PLACES APPEAR DIFFERENT.SOMETIMES WE LET THINGS JUST PASS BY US WHEN WORDS ARE SAID AND I AM NOT ABOUT REGRETS I HAVE BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT AND THE WORDS REMAINED WITH ME AND NOT SPOKEN TO THE ONE THAT NEEDED THEM.DO YOU TELL OTHERS WE LOVE THEM WHEN WE NEEDED TO TELL THEM THAT GOD ALSO LOVED THEM?WE HAVE MUCH TO REMEMBER AND KNOW THAT IT IS IN OUR HEARTS TO SPEAK THE TRUTH JESUS SAID TO US.

 

DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO FOR LOVE OR MONEY?

A LIFE SPEND LOVING AND BEING LOVED UNCONDITIONAL IS PRICELESS.

LOVE THAT BONDS IN THE SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION OF THE DIVINITY WITHIN EACH SOUL GIVING AND RECEIVED WITH NO CONDITIONS OF WHY.

CAN WE AS LIVING REPRESENTATIONS OF THE LIKENESS AND IMAGE OF GOD  BE THAT KIND OF LOVE EXPRESSION IN EVERYTHING WE SAY AND DO?

EVEN IN OUR JOBS AND CAREERS, WE CAN BRING THAT TYPE OF LOVE INTO OUR DAILY WORK CAN'T WE?

WHEN WE CENTERED  AND BALANCE AND BECOME GROUNDED IN OUR TRUTHS AND BELIEF'S.

WE NEED TO ASK OURSELVES "DO WE DO WHAT WE DO" FOR LOVE OR MONEY OR PERSONAL PRIDE OR SOME OTHER REASONS BESIDES LOVE?


The love journey of the soul begins with the love of others before the self-awareness of love of self because of the controls of the world's religious.  

These statements "don't love self and put God first" "put others first before self" " "you are unworthy like filthy rags"

We can put God first before ourselves and others can't we. That is not the problem how can we love God or any other person without loving ourselves?This a paradox without the love of self we feel unworthy to love God or others.  I think everyone has tried to follow the teachers and preachers and the Bible for centuries and still don't have the wisdom to know that love comes from the divinity within the true self and not the ego self that was spoken about in the bible. When the awareness of who we are spiritual awakens in our own truth of connection to God we gain a new perceptive of true unconditional love.We become worthy and accept receive God's love  through love and not because we are unworthy and need His love to save us.We are already saved by His love and His sacrifice and we are willing to live for Him.There are many that believe they have to suffer and sacrifice their lives for God. God send His begotten son to do that for all so why do some Christians think they have to be put on a cross?Because they think they are unworthy to receive the sacrifice of the Christ.  


The statement "it is better to give than receive" It may be better but is it better to receive also?Receiving is important because it is blessing to those that give to you.The balancing of giving and receiving love is an unconditional love and God is in this interaction.You need a flow of your energy of every expression of love.

What is a pure heart?A child has a pure heart and doesn't question they just love.They give and receive all love.They speak from their hearts a truth that has not been contaminated by the world's divisions or prejudices.To entered  the kingdom of God within a pure heart is required. How can we return to the inner child's pure heart?The only way is through the love of God that is the pure heart condition.Can we be born again in the spirit and not in the flesh?The born again experience is in the love and worthiness and awareness of the divinity within each soul. To be the love that is unconditional you give and receive in all you do and say.  

LOVE OF GOD IS THE TRUE CURRENCY FOR LIFE.

 

I THOUGHT I WAS A SHEEP BUT I AM A GOAT.

CONFORMING IS NOT HEATHLY TO THE SPIRITUAL LIFESTYLE IF YOU ARE CONFORMING IS TO THE WORLD SYSTEM.

REMEMBER THE OLD SAYING FROM OUR PARENTS WHEN WE BEGGED TO DO WHAT OUR FRIENDS WERE ALLOWED TO DO, "IF YOUR FRIENDS ALL JUMP OFF A CLIFF WOULD YOU JOINED THEM?" YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN READY TO SAY ,"THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT I JUST WANT THE FREEDOMS AND LESS CONTROL TO BE LIKE THEM"BUT YOU MAY HAVE SAID,"THAT'S NOT FAIR" OR "WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE THE OTHER PARENTS THEY TRUST THEIR KIDS.

EITHER WAY, YOU AND THOUSANDS OF OTHER CHILDREN  WERE BOTH  REBELLIOUS OR TRYING TO CONFORMED TO BELONG TO A GROUP OR FOLLOW THE CROWDS.

IT WASN'T TRUST NOR FAIRNESS IT WAS BOUNDARIES SET TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND PREPARED YOU FOR THE WORLD  WHEN YOU GREW UP AND LEFT HOME.

REMEMBER YOUR PARENTS TELLING THEIR STORIES ABOUT THEIR OWN ENCOUNTERS WITH THE INJUSTICE AND DEALINGS  WITH THE WORLD.THEY JUST WANT THINGS BETTER FOR US. BUT IN THE TRUTH OF STORIES WE HEARD WHAT WE WANTED TO HEAR.WE EITHER BECAME THE GOAT AND REBELLED OR THE SHEEP AND ACCEPTED THEIR DEFEAT.

MANY STILL SAY, "I AM JUST LIKE MY MOTHER OR FATHER" AND THEY OFTEN QUOTE THEM WORD FOR WORD  AND TRY TO FOLLOW THEIR HABITS AND LIFESTYLES AND THINKING THEY ARE HONORING THEM BY CARRYING OUT THEIR DREAMS THEY HAD AND DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO FINISH.

CONFORMING TO OTHER PEOPLES LIFESTYLE AND NOT LIVING YOUR OWN LIFE CREATES PROBLEMS BECAUSE THE TWO LIVES ARE ACTIVE AND CHOICES CAN BE CONFUSING.

JESUS TOLD HIS FOLLOWERS TO LEAVE THEIR FATHERS AND MOTHERS AND FOLLOW HIM.HE SAID ,"HATE THEM AND LOVE ME" HE WAS TRYING TO MAKE A POINT HE DIDN'T MEANT HATE THEM HE MEANT LOVE THEM BUT LOVE ME FIRST. I AM SURE HIS DECIPLES HAD SOME REAL PROBLEMS FOLLOWING JESUS AND LEAVING THEIR FAMILIES. ALL CHILDREN OF GOD HAVE WHO FOLLOW AND OBEY GOD HAVE HAD PROBLEMS CONFORMING TO THE WORD OF GOD.

MANY FOLLOWERS OF ANYTHING ARE SHEEP THAT WANT TO  CONFORM TO ANY GROUP  JUST TO SAY OR THINK THEY BELONG TO IT. THEY ARE USUALLY PEOPLE PLEASERS AND LISTEN AND FOLLOW ANYONE THAT CAN MAKE CHOICES FOR THEM AND TELL THEM IF THEY ARE FOLLOWING THEIR PATH.

WHO TAKES CARE OF ALL THE NEEDS OF THE SHEEP OR LEADS THE SHEEP? THE LEADER MUST BE SHEEP ALSO AND THE RULES MUST BE SERVING THE WHOLE OF THE GROUP.

THE CHILDREN OF GOD HAVE ALL BEEN SHEEP BUT THE CONFORMING WAS TO THE WORLD AND NOT OBEYING GOD.THE TRANSITION TO THE GOAT WAS TO STOP CONFORMING TO THE WORLD AND THE SHEEP INSIDE WAS READY TO CONFORM TO SOMETHING OTHER THAN THE WORLD.THE SAYING,"A SHEEP IN WOLF'S CLOTHING"HAS A VERY NEGATIVE MEANING AND IT NEEDS TO UNDERSTOOD. WE ARE INWARD SHEEP COVERED IN A CLOTHING BUT THE GOAT IS THE CORRECT WORD.

THE INNER AND OUTER CORE OF OUR BELIEF BY OUR SPIRITUAL NATURE IS TO BE WHO WE ARE IN ALL ASPECTS AND WHEN WE SAY WE ARE WE MUST BE WHO WE SAY WE ARE.

TO SAY  I AM A GOAT BUT HAVE LEFT THE SHEEP MENTALITY OF CONFORMING I HAVE SHOW MY RIGHTEOUS BOLDNESS TO THE WORLD AND ITS LIES AND MANIPULATION OVER MY SHEEP INSIDE.

IF A SHEEP REMAINS A FOLLOWER OF GOD'S WORD WITHOUT TAKING ON THE GOAT OF REBELLION AGAINST THE WORLD SYSTEMS THE SHEEP WILL NOT OVERCOME OR TRANSCEND TO THE NEXT STAGE OF THEIR EVOLUTION PROCESS TO SPIRITUAL MATURITY

TO KNOW WHAT IS TO BE A SHEEP AND OBEY AND TRUST GOD IS THE INNER SPIRITUAL JOY EVERY SHEEP KNOWS AND EXPERIENCES.BUT TO SAY THAT  YOU DEFEND THE FAITH IS A REBELLIOUS ACTIONS OF THE GOATS THAT EACH WILL BE CALLED TO DO WHEN THE TIME COMES.JESUS CAME INTO THIS WORLD AS A SHEEP AND HE GATHERED HIS CHILDREN IN HIS PASTURES.HE SPOKE OF THE DAY WHEN HE WILL COME AGAIN TO CLAIM HIS KINGDOM ON THIS EARTH. HE WILL COME WITH HIS ARMIES OF THE ANGELS AND ALL THAT BELEIVE WILL MEET HIM IN THE AIR TO FIGHT THE WORLD.WHO WILL HE CALL THE SHEEP OR THE GOATS TO FIGHT IN THIS SPIRITUAL BATTLE?

THE ONES THAT ARE THE SHEEP INSIDE AND WEARING THE ARMOR AND CARRYING THE SWORDS OF GOATS.

MATTHEW 26:
BUT WHEN I,THE MESSIAH,SHALL COME IN MY GLORY,AND ALL MY ANGELS WITH ME,THEN I SHALL SIT UPON MY THRONE OF GLORY.AND ALL NATIONS SHALL BE GATHERERED BEFORE ME.AND I WILL SEPARATE THE PEOPLE AS A SHEPARD SEPARATES THE SHEEP AND THE GOATS AND PLACE THE THE SHEEP AT MY RIGHT HAND AND THE GOATS AT MY LEFT.

IN MATTHEW WAS A WARNING AND THE VERSE DOES NOT FAVOR THE SHEEP OR THE GOATS.AS MATTHEW RECORDED THESE VERSES HE MUST HAVE BEEN HEARING THE CURSES OF BOTH THE SHEEP THAT THOUGHT THEY WERE RIGHTEOUS IN THEIR OWNSELF BY CHOOSING TO BE FOLLOWERS OR SHEEP.BUT,THE WORDS OF JESUS CAME AGAINST THEM BECAUSE THEY HAD NOT DONE UNTO ALL THEIR BROTHERS AND SISTERS AS IF THEY WERE JESUS.THE LEFT SIDE OR THE GOATS DIDN'T  DO SO WEL EITHER THEY WERE SEND TO THE BURNING FIRES  PREPARED FOR DE BECAUSE DEMONS AND DEVILS BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T TAKE CARE OF GOD'S CHILDREN EITHER.

SO WHAT CAN WE SAY ABOUT THESES WARNINGS?BE A SHEEP AND OBEY GOD AND NOT CONFORM TO THE WORLD AND BE A GOAT AND REBELLIOUS ENOUGH TO FIGHT FOR THE FAITH.WE CAN BE BETTER AT BOTH OF THESE AND I AM SURE THIS IS THE MESSAGE OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.

THE GIVING OF RESPECT OF YOUR DIVINITY IS "NAMASTE"

THE HINDU WORD FOR A GREETING TO YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IS NAMASTE.


IN CHRISTIANITY THE GREETING IS TO GIVE A KISS ON THE CHEEK AND A HUG.WHEN JUDAS CAME TO THE GARDEN ON THE NIGHT WITH THE SOLDIERS TO ARREST JESUS HE GREETED WITH A KISS ON THE CHEEK.

EVERY RELIGION HAS TRADITION AND PRACTICES IN THEIR GREETINGS AND RITUALS VARY FROM CANDLES TO CHANTS AND MANTRAS.PRAISE AND WORSHIP TO THEIR gods or idols or demi-gods AND CHRISTIANITY IS  PRAISING AND WORSHIPPING THE ONE GOD OF ABRAHAM AND MOSES AND ISAAC.

RESPECT AND HONORING IS THE GOLDEN RULE THAT IS IN ALL RELIGIONS AND THIS TRADITION HAS BEEN PRACTICE BY ALL WHO HAVE RESPECT FOR SELF FIRST FOR TO GIVE RESPECT IS TO HAVE RESPECT FOR SELF. AS TO IT IS TO GIVE LOVE TO OTHERS ONE MUST LOVE SELF ALSO.

What happened to Christianity and why did it lose respect from the followers of Jesus?The most recent polls are showing a breaking away from religion and church attendance. This doesn't mean the children of the one God have turned away from God it means they have turned away from the organized religious practices. In fact, they are more spiritual in their lives than when they were attending church services. The churches that are thriving are more open to the spiritual freedom to express God in their own hearts.Their beliefs and love for one another have brought more fellowship than in a church building and they practice loving God every day instead once a week.This new religion is called "love" and social media is on fire in the spirit of this more than every.They greet each with love and lift up our brothers and sister from all over the world. They look at their post and make comments and this is bringing agreement in the one accord  that was spoken about in the bible.There are groups with rules but not an organization to pay money to.Nothing is collect for a storehouse and no money is given to tax like tidings so the government is not interest in taking over the groups. But the freedom to express our rights of speech is in danger.Obama has said recently he wants control over the internet.If this happens a battle will occur nationwide and all over the world.We the people will stand up and become very bold with our power of social media.we have already seen this power affect the elections and government.A great wave of energy is about to occur in our social media world.We all have a front row seat for this event.How much control do we have?we need to think about this now.We are the children of God and we can ask Him for strength to win this battle.Yes, all is a spiritual war and we really aren't fighting Obama or the powers that be.We are fighting spirits that have been against us in each incarnation of each sojourn.Jesus said,"I will cast a great web and make you all fishers of men"Did He predicted the world wide web we are not using every day to connected with our brothers and sisters? I believe He knew it.We are all fishers of men and woman and we cast or post our heart messages to catch the fish that are surfing the pages.Our heart messages are bringing the love to the lonely and the cast-outs of the churches.What did they receive from the monies they pay to the churches a building that stands now empty pews and beautiful stain glass windows shining for nobody to see into the hollow walls.The children are the temples of the spirit of the divinity of God was the message found in the junk DNA. It repeats over and over in every language know to man.And with is light so given to each this light will overcome the darkness of the world's consciousness. You may greet the greeting you wish for all greetings are the love within you to give.It is the spirit of the love that counts not the word itself.You say tomato or  I say toma-to it is all the same spirits.  

    

INTROSPECTIVE "THE SPECK IN SOMEONE'S ELSE'S EYE"

WE ARE QUICK TO JUDGE OTHERS AND WE SEEM TO KNOW WHAT THEIR PROBLEMS ARE AND HOW TO SOLVE THEM.

I ANSWERED MY PHONE AND IT WAS ONE OF MY CLIENTS THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH FOR A YEAR WITH HER PERSONAL BATTLE TO GAIN JUSTICE FROM HER MOTHER'S ESTATE.

SHE SEEMED PLEASANT AT FIRST AND WAS SAID SHE WAS VERY HAPPY TO REACH ME BECAUSE WE HADN'T SPOKEN FOR MONTHS ABOUT HER EXPERIENCES WORKING WITH LAWYERS AND THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS ABOUT THE MONEY FROM THE ESTATE OF HER MOTHER THEY NEEDED TO DIVIDE EQUALLY.

THIS IS THE BATTLE SHE CHOSE AND I WAS JUST AGREE WITH HER THAT SHE COULD DO IT IF SHE WANTED TO DO IT.PEOPLE DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO SO I DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ANYONE.HER MIND WAS MADE UP TO FIGHT THE BATTLE.

SHE WANTED TO TELL ME SOMETHING THAT I HAD SAID ON MY RADIO SHOW ABOUT MY SISTER AND WHY I STAY SO LONG IN A CO-DEPENDANCE WITH MY SISTER.I LISTEN TO HER AND SAID, I AGREE WITH YOU ON EVERY POINT SHE MADE.SHE SAID,"I WAS CURIOUS AND WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT MY SISTERS MOTIVES FOR HELPING ME." I SAID,"YES THAT WAS PART OF MY REASONING  FOR LETTING HER HELP THROUGH MY DIVORCE. SHE SAID, "YOU WERE JUST VULNERABLE"  I SAID."YES, I WAS AND I NEEDED HER HELP TO RECOVERY." EVERYTHING SHE SAID WAS RIGHT SO I AGREE AND SAID,"WE ALL GO THROUGH EXPERIENCES AND ALL EXPERIENCES ARE SPIRITUAL.

THEN THE CONVERSATION CHANGE TO HER PROBLEMS WITH HER BATTLE AS I LISTENED TO HER MY THOUGHTS WERE STILL ON WHAT SHE  TOLD ME ABOUT MY PROBLEM I HAD MANY YEARS AGO.  MY QUESTION TO MYSELF WAS "WHY DID SHE SAID WHAT SHE SAID ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE" SO I SAID, "YOU COULDN'T  HAVE SAID WHAT YOU SAID TO ME IF YOU HADN'T EXPERIENCED THE SAME THING  I DID ON  MY JOURNEY "SHE DIDN'T REPLIED AND WANTED TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT BACK TO HER PROBLEM.

SHE SAID,"I HAVE A QUESTION AND I WANT A YES OR NO ANSWER." I SAID,"WHAT IS YOUR QUESTION?"SHE SAID,"I WANT TO KNOW IF I AM GOING TO WIN AND THE LAWYERS ARE PLAYING GAMES WITH ME?" I SAID,"YOU WANT TO KNOW IF YOU ARE GOING TO WIN?"I SAID,"IS THIS YOUR PERCEPTION THAT IS A GAME AND THAT YOU CAN'T WIN?" SHE SAID,"I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING SO LONG AND I AM TIRED OF THE GAMES." I SAID,"YOU CHOOSE THE BATTLE AND LIFE IS A BATTLE AND THE BATTLE IS IN YOU."SHE GOT VERY UPSET AND SAID SHE WAS OVERWHELMED." I SAID,"SHE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND HER OWN EMOTIONS SO I TOLD HER SHE NEEDED TO KNOW THAT SHE HAD DONE EVERYTHING SHE COULD DO AND LET IT GO TO HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS OR THE UNIVERSE  OR GOD." SHE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAID AND STARTED CRYING AND SAYING SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAID.SHE SAID,"I JUST ASKED A SIMPLE QUESTION YES OR NO AM I GONNA WIN?" I TOLD HER THE BATTLE IS INSIDE YOU AND YOU ARE THE CO-CREATE OF YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND WINNING OR LOOSING IS UP TO YOU.SHE WAS SO UPSET SHE COULDN'T TALK SO I SAID YOU HAVE ALREADY WON THE BATTLE OUTSIDE BUT INSIDE YOU THE BATTLE RAGES."I SAID,"I HAVE TO GO AND MEDIATE ON THIS AND CALL YOU BACK AND I SUGGEST YOU DO THE SAME"

AFTER MY MEDITATION MY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS CONVERSATION CAME IN MORE QUESTIONS I ASKED GOD. I ASKED GOD DID I SAID SOMETHING WRONG TO HER? HE SAID,"YOU DIDN'T ASK HER IF SHE WAS READY TO GIVE UP THE BATTLE BEFORE YOU TOLD HER TO LET GO OF THE BATTLE." I SAID,"YES YOU ARE CORRECT"ANOTHER QUESTION I ASKED GOD."WHY DIDN'T SHE RECEIVE THE INFORMATION ABOUT LETTING GO OF THE BATTLE? SHE KNOWS YOU STAY IN YOUR BATTLE WITH YOUR SISTER AND WAS LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY NOT ADVICE.SHE DIDN'T WANT TO STOP FIGHTING SHE WANTED MORE REVENGE.I LISTENED TO GOD AND PRAY FOR HER AND KNEW GOD WOULD LIFT HER BURDENS AND MINE.

WE CAN SEE THE SPECK IN SOMEONE'S ELSE'S EYE BUT NOT OUR OWN SOMETIMES.WE KNOW WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS HELP BEFORE WE THINK WE NEED HELP.WITHIN OUR OWN INNER SPIRIT WE HAVE MORE COMPASSION FOR OTHER THAN OURSELVES.I KNOW GOD HAS TAKEN ALL MY BURDENS FROM ME MANY TIMES AND MY BATTLE IS NOT WITH ME OR GOD.ASWE GROW INTO OUR SPIRITUAL MATURITY WE NEED TO ASK IF SOMEONE IS READY FOR THE TRUTH OF GOD. I TOLD HER YES GOD WILL FIGHT YOUR BATTLE IF YOU GIVE IT ALL TO HIM.IT REALLY ISN'T THE WINING OR LOOSING THE GAME OF LIFE IT IS LIVING THE LIFE. TO THE FULLEST AND LOVING AND NOT HATING THOSE THAT THINK THEY SHOULD HAVE ALL THE MONEY FROM THE ESTATE OF THEIR DEAR BELOVED MOTHER.I EVEN TOLD HER ABOUT THE KENNY ROGERS SONG"YOU GOT TO KNOW WHEN TO CLOSE EM AND KNOW WHEN TO WALK AWAY" JESUS SAID, "WALK AWAY WHEN YOU ARE NOT RECIEVED " I THINK KENNY MUST KNOW JESUS.

WALKING IN THE SHOES OF THE RELUCTANT PROPHET.

WE ARE ALL CALLED BY SPIRIT TO GO SOMEWHERE OR BE SOMEWHERE TO FOLLOW THE CALLINGS OF OUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY'S EXPERIENCES.

WE ARE ALL RELUCTANT TO DO THE THINGS WE NEED TO DO AND GO WHERE THE SPIRIT LEADS US TO GO EVEN IN OUR OWN LIVES.

THE ALLOWANCE  FOR ALL ACTIONS TAKES OUR  THOUGHTS AND OUR FAITH TO ACCEPT TO FOLLOW OUR INNER SPIRIT'S CALLINGS TO PERFORM THE TASK GIVEN BY SPIRIT.

THERE ARE MANY EXAMPLES IN THE BIBLE AND NOW ON OUR PLANET OF MEN AND WOMEN CALLED BY GOD TO DO SOMETHING OR GO SOMEWHERE AND WITHOUT THEIR ACTIONS OF INTERVENTION BY THIS CALLING MANY HUMANS AND ANIMALS COULD HAVE DIED BEFORE THEIR APPOINTED TIME.

THEIR FIRST THOUGHTS WERE "WHY ME" OR SEND SOMEBODY ELSE OR I CAN'T DO IT  I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH OR  I WILL DO IT NEXT TIME.

I KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS AS MY JOURNEY WAS MY CALLING TO BE A PROPHET AND I WAS RELUCTANT TO LISTEN OR FOLLOW GOD'S VOICE THROUGH SPIRIT MANY TIMES.

The question may you may be asking yourself is one I asked god many times.What about my life? Each human has a different calling or reality and God's plan is part of their plan,So we live  by the expression of God through us in our plan and God's plan can intervene when we allow it. We call on God through spirit for help and this is an intervention of the Holy spirit.We were all given free will to do everything or go everywhere we wanted to go and when we needed help God was always with us if we allowed God to do so.Some humans don't call on God to intervene and He won't intervene unless He is called.Just like your own calling you can use the gifts of the Holy spirit or not use them. So you might think of a calling as a voice or a vision or a dream given to you and you may know it is God or you might think it was just a dream or your own voice in your head and has no meaning and let it go.God will keep calling you in your quiet time and dreams His voice is very soft and many can't hear it because of the confusing thoughts of the world. I was a quiet child and always listening to that soft voice of God as  I walked in the parks and sat by the streams of water for hours just to hear His voice.My time spent as a child and my life now is quiet and I selected the outside noises I listen to.I want a connection with His voice and the peace of mind it brings  I felt as a child.How can we shut down all of the information we take in from the world and listen to God's voice?When I said,"what about my life"  I was making a very important statement  I do have a life of my own and so does everyone. The only different is that children of God listened to God to help them direct their steps and follow and obey God's voice and know their calling to help others is God's will and not their own will.I think there have been many times in my life when  I didn't want to obey God and  I am sure other humans have done this also.I didn't like some of the places God sent me and the people  I had to talk to about God the rejected Him and judged me for even talking to them about God.Even in far way lands like Korea when I had to talk with prostitutes about their lifestyle choices,Telling them about that their bodies were the temple didn't go over big with that group.And standing in front of groups of fortune tellers and talking about accountabilities for their readings while getting boo off the stage.There were some nice adventures and I thank God for the ones He sent me that really received the messages He gave me while  I was with them.I never liked being awoken at all times of the night and having to go out into the night to talk to some teenagers that had run away from home.It was the same story every time and  I took them home and the parents were so happy to see them return unharmed. And then there was all the hospital visit that  I was called to.There was always somebody there that was praying for God to sent somebody to help the. I was called and called and still are called the only different now is  I am obeying the call for my life.The world needs God's help and love so if you are called listen and obey so we can get this world back from those that won't obey our Father.

  

ARE YOU THINKING THESE WORDS "I CAN'T GET NO SATISFACTION"?

IT WAS A GREAT SONG FROM THE ROLLING STONES BACK IN MY TEEN YEARS AND I MUST HAVE SUNG IT OVER THOUSAND TIMES NOT EVEN KNOWING WHAT IT WAS DOING TO MY THOUGHTS.

I REALLY BELIEVED THE WORDS IN THAT SONG AND SAID IT EVERY TIME I FELT THE INJUSTICE OR UNFAIRNESS WHILE DRIVING IN MY CAR OR LISTENING TO TEACHERS OR MY PARENTS.

I WAS AN UNSATIFTY REBELLIOUS TEEN AND VERY MUCH LIKE THE TEENS IN EVERY GENERATION THAT HAS BEEN PROGRAMED BY SONGS,TELEVISION, AND THE NEWS MEDIA.

THE POWER OF WORDS NEVER WAS SPOKEN ABOUT BY ANYONE AND IF IT WAS I COULDN'T HEAR ANYTHING BECAUSE THE SONGS KEPT REPEATING OVER AND OVER IN MY THOUGHTS DAY AND NIGHT FOR YEARS.

I STILL HEAR THE OLD SONGS AND THEY BRING BACK MEMORIES OF MY YOUNGER YEARS OF MY REBELLION, MY HEART BREAKS AND SOME OF THE GOOD TIMES.

MUSIC IS POWERFUL TOOL AND ALL TOOLS CAN BE USED FOR GOOD OR BAD JUST LIKE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD THE DUALITIES  OF GOOD AND BAD ARE CHOICES WE HAVE TO MAKE USING OUR FREE WILL.

THE CHOICE TO TURN OFF OR TUNE OUT OF THE WORLD'S  PROGRAMMING DOESN'T COME EASY AT FIRST BECAUSE WE ARE SO INTO THE WORLD THAT WE HAVE NOT AWAKEN SPIRITUAL IN OUR AWARENESS WE ARE BEING PROGRAMMED.

I ASKED MYSELF MANY TIMES ABOUT THE WORDS AND THOUGHTS THAT DIDN'T SERVE MY OWN SPIRITUAL LIFESTYLE AND SLOWLY BEGAN TURNING OFF AND TUNING INTO GOD'S WORDS IN THE BIBLE.

I UNPLUG MY CABLE TELEVISION AND STARTED SELECTING WHAT I WATCHED AND LISTEN TO.IT WAS HARD AT FIRST  BECAUSE I WAS ADDICTED TO THE FLICKER OF THE "BLUE TUBE" AND THE REPEATED NEWS STORIES ON CNN WHEN ANYTHING HAPPENED AND SOUNDED LIKE A CRISIS  I HAD TO HEAR EVERY DETAIL OVER AND OVER AGAIN.I ASKED MYSELF WHY MANY TIMES IT JUST UPSET ME AND MADE ME HAVE FEARS.

DO WE NEED TO FEAR AND HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THINGS WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT? I GUESS SOME PEOPLE NEED FEARS AND WORDS OF HATE TO REMIND THEM THEY ARE IN A WORLD THAT IS UPSIDE DOWN AND NOT INSIDE OUT.

MY INNER SPIRITUAL LIFE IS IMPORTANT TO ME BECAUSE OF MY WORK FOR GOD AND IT HELPS ME TO GROUND MYSELF IN MY OWN BELIEFS AND OPINIONS.

I KNOW THAT FEAR AND FAITH ARE CHOICES WE ALL NEED TO CHOOSE SO WE CAN BE WHO WE CAN BE IN THE WHOLENESS OF WHO WE REALLY ARE AND WHAT WE WANT TO BE SO WE CAN REFLECT THE IMAGEAND LIKENESS OF GOD TO OTHERS.

JIM CARY SAYS,"CHOOSE LOVE" AND LOVE IS GOD AND WHEN WE CHOOSE LOVE WE CHOOSE FAITH  IN OUR SELF AND IN GOD.

MY SHOW LAST NIGHT WAS ABOUT CHALLENGING CONDITIONS.

We are all faced with condition that will make us choose to fear or have faith in our reactions to what was said or done to us or our friends or family.Most humans react in fear and angry and this condition sends energy waves of negative thought patterns inwardly and outwardly and the thoughts become confused and fear is in control of the actions.When the thoughts of faith and knowing all is well a peace and calming occurs and the condition of the thoughts are clear and the actions can be self-controlled. Every experience is a spiritual experience and a test of our own self-assurance and reliances on who we are in the Christ consciousness awareness. There was a time when every child of God was in the world and needed to know what was happening around them and have information about the dangers and so they could prepare for an emergency condition.I think we all know now what to expect from the world or we should know we can't change the fears the humans of this world we can only change ourselves.We can pray and ask God to wake them up from the nightmare they are creating.Their conditions are what they believe in their programmed thoughts of words in their minds.We can only keep speaking in love and kindness to them even if they don't appear to be listening to us.We can hope some of our higher love energy breaks through the barriers of their hate and fear of everyone they meet.Every condition we face starts with words from outside from some person saying something or an action that is not coming from us.So we need to be ready for the showing of the last act that the world is going to do to show the fears and we need to show the faith.Are you thinking more about the fear condition in your life instead of your faith? It takes courage to be faithful to your own belief of your heart.God is with us who can be against us not weapon can be formed that can take our soul or spirit.We will win!

 

WHAT IS THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE WITHOUT GOD OR SPIRITUAL HELP?

PSALM 107:VERSE 23 TELLS AN EXPERIENCE OF SAILORS SAILING THE SEVEN SEAS SUPPLYING THE TRADE ROUTES OF THE WORLD WITH THEIR GOODS THEY COLLECT FROM ALL THE PORTS ALONG THE COAST. THEIR JOURNEY WAS AN UNKNOWN  AND DANGEROUS PATH SUCH AS EACH SOUL ON THIS PLANET.THEY OBSERVE THE POWER OF GOD IN ACTION EVERYDAY AS THE WAVES AND STORMS OVER THE WATERS THEY TRAVELED.THEIR SHIPS WERE TOSSED TOWARDS THE HEAVENS AND SUNK DEEP INTO THE DEPTHS OF THE ABYSS IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.THEY CRINGE IN TERROR OF ALMIGHTY GOD. THEY WOULD DO EVERYTHING HUMANLY POSSIBLE TO KEEP THEIR SHIPS AFLOAT AND FIGHT THE ENERGIES OF THE POWERS OF WIND AND WATER.AS THEY REEL AND STAGGER LIKE DRUNKARDS AND WERE AT THEIR WIT'S END.THEY CRIED OUT TO THE LORD IN THEIR TROUBLES TO SAVE THEM AND HE SAVED THEM.THE LORD CALM THE SEAS AND THE STORM AND STILL THE WAVES.

Without God or spiritual help the children of god are at their wit's end.The limited powers of the human experience will need help from a higher energy of the light that is and was to prevail and transcend the human experience. The body is a vehicle for transportation of the light body inside and is a spiritual  expression of the likeness of the light energy of Creator.The state of a human consciousness of confusion and perplexing thoughts creates emotional waves of negative energies and depression.The wit's end condition spoke about in the verse about the sailors. When the powers beyond the human controls have been taken over through thoughts of confusion by a contradiction of beliefs are allowed by the believer the energy needs a source for an anchor.Awareness of a source or spiritual guidance from higher help is the spiritual life.How do humans without God or higher source live and survive the human experience?They relied on their ego-self or others to make choices for them and end up in confusion and wandering in a state of the wit's end condition.They can't think for themselves and seek the energy of others to keep them from being tossed to and fro like a ship in a storm they create in their thoughts.When they seek others that don't help them and they don't get what they want they become angry and cause more trouble within their self. They need to be connected to God.We have many humans on our planet now who are seeking help from spiritual people and this has always available from spiritual humans who are connected to the source. There are many higher sources and discernment is needed before choosing a spiritual person to give advice.Testing means to know the fruit of the spirit the information comes from.Does the advisor come from higher source God creator or a lower source?Does the advice match your beliefs?The information or advice needs to already be in your own thoughts and choices you have in your own mind.What a child of God really needs and wants is agreement and confirmation that they are on the right path.They don't need to be told what to think they only need to know that there thinking is okay or right in their own self.A child of God has all the gifts of the Holy Spirit. The problem is that they have been told lies and feel unworthy of their own gifts.When they know they are worthy and know they don't need others to tell them how to think the way they think this causes confusion.Usually, they ask people who don't know them and their life and offer suggestions that are not in their best interest.The first thing every child of God should do is talk to God.If they are confused and can't talk to God usually they are feeling unworthy.They need their brothers and sisters to uplift them to the worthiness state of mind.Once this is their thought the next step is to agree with them with what they are thinking is correct and encourage them to pray to God and tell them to release their burdens to God.They will say," I am trying or struggling" at this point tell them you understand and these are thoughts of your human limitations and your power to control.Letting go of control in the ego-self is the hardest to overcome for so many humans.This is the surrendering to the spiritual self as the higher self for connection to source.The awareness of worthiness is the new birth and separation is the letting go of  ego-self  as the controller and choosing a higher consciousness the mind of Christ. 

    



       

THE SPIRITUAL CONNECTION OR EXTRA SENSORY PERCEPTION.

I REMEMBER THE QUESTION ,"DO YOU HAVE ESP?"  IT HAPPENED MANY YEARS AGO.

WHEN I FIRST ALLOWED MYSELF TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS AND INNER INSIGHTS THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT GAVE ME IN MY DREAMS AND VISIONS THAT WAS THE QUESTION EVERYONE ASKED ME.

I KNEW WHERE MY GIFTS CAME FROM GOD BECAUSE OF MY EARLY CHRISTIAN LIFE AT AGE ELEVEN MY PASTOR AT THAT TIME HAD SPOKEN TO ME ON THE MOUNTAIN AT CHURCH CAMP.

TO BE TOLD YOU ARE  CHOSEN BY GOD TO BE A PROPHET AT ANY AGE ESPECIALLY AT SUCH A YOUNG WAS A  SHOCK TO ME AND  DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AND WAS NOT READY FOR SUCH RESPONBILTIES. 

 I GAVE MY FIRST PROHENCY AT BAPTIST CAMP WHEN THE PASTOR ASK EVERYONE AT DINNER TO WRITE ON A PIECE OF PAPER WHAT GOD WAS TELLING YOU IN YOUR HEART TO WRITE.

I WAS NOT READY TO WRITE ANYTHING THE FIRST NIGHT AND SEND IN A BLANK PIECE OF PAPER BUT ON THE SECOND NIGHT GOD SPOKE WORDS THAT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND TO MY HEART AND I WROTE THEM ON THE PAPER VERY FAST AND DIDN'T EVEN READ THEM.

THE PASTOR COLLECTED THE PAPERS FROM ALL THE CHILDREN AND LOOK STRAIGHT AT ME EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T PUT MY NAME ON THE PAPER I GAVE HIM HE KNEW THAT I WROTE IT.

HE ASKED ME IF I WROTE IT AND I SAID,"GOD GAVE ME THE WORDS" HE SMILED AND SAID,"YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS TO THE CHURCH WHEN WE GET HOME" I WAS FEELING VERY SCARED AND SAID TO MYSELF "I DON'T THINK SO BUT I TOLD HIM OUTLOUD "OKAY IN A SOFT VOICE.

WHEN I GOT HOME MY MOTHER ASKED ME HOW WAS CAMP? I SAID, "IT WAS OKAY" AND WENT TO MY BEDROOM AND UNPACKED MY CAMP STUFF AND JUMP ON MY BED AND STARTED TO CRY.

I CRIED OUT TO GOD AND ASKED HIM TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHAT THE PASTOR HAD TOLD ME AND TOLD GOD TO I DIDN'T WANT TO READ THE MESSAGE TO THE CHURCH OR ANYBODY.

MY MOTHER HEARD ME CRYING AND ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME? I TOLD HER THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO CHURCH EVERY AGAIN.SHE SAID,"SOMETHING IS WRONG BRENDA CAROL AND YOU BETTER TELL ME WHAT IT IS RIGHT NOW"SHE ALWAYS CALLED ME BRENDA CAROL WHEN SHE WAS MAD OR WANTED MY FULL ATTENTION.

I TOLD HER WHAT THE PASTOR SAID AT CAMP AND ON THE MOUTAIN HIKE TO ME.SHE WAS NOT HAPPY ABOUT THE THINGS I TOLD HER BECAUSE MY MOTHER

WAS RAISED A QUAKER AND HER FAMILY  DIDN'T BELIEVE IN CHURCHES THEY WORSHIPED GOD IN HOMES OF OTHER QUAKERS AND NOT CHURCH BUILDINGS

SO SHE TOLD ME I NEEDED TO GO BACK TO THE CHURCH AND TELL THE PASTOR I AM NOT COMING BACK TO THAT CHURCH ANYMORE AND READ THAT SILLY NOTE IN FRONT OF THE CHURCH.I THOUGH SHE WOULD SAY FORGET ABOUT THE WHOLE THING AND NOT GO BACK TO THAT CHURCH EVEN FOR THE READING OF THAT MESSAGE. I WAS SHOCKED SHE DIDN'T SAY WHAT I WANTED HER TO SAY.

SHE MUST HAVE BEEN LISTEN TO GOD.I KNOW GOD  PUT THOSE WORDS IN HER MOUTH TO SAY.BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING I WOULD SAY ABOUT MY DREAMS OR VISIONS I WAS HAVING AND USUALLY CALLED IT ALL JUST MY IMAGINATION AND STOP TELLING HER THINGS LIKE THAT.

SLEEPING WAS NOT EASY THAT SATURDAY NIGHT I TOSS AND TURNED AND KEPT WAKING UP ONLY TO SEE THE IMAGES OF THE CAMP AND THE PASTOR FACE AND VOICE KEPT REPEATING,YOU ARE A PROPHET " WHEN SUNDAY MORNING CAME I WAS NOT IN A HURRY TO GET READY FOR CHURCH AND HOPE THAT IT WAS ALL JUST A DREAM.

I GOT IN THE CAR AND KEPT MY HEAD DOWM AND MY MOTHER DIDN'T SAY A WORD TO ME.SHE DROPPED MRE OFF AT THE CHURCH AND DIDN'T EVEN SAY GOODBY. I WALKED INTO THE CHURCH AND HEADED FOR THE PASTORS STUDY AND I WAS READY TO TELL HIM THAT I WASN'T GOING TO READ THAT MESSAGE AND LEAVE THE CHURCH THROUGH A SIDE DOOR AND WALK HOME OR CATCH A RIDE WITH SOMEBODY. 

I WAS SHAKING AND MY KNEES WERE SO WEAK I COULD BARELY STAND UP.HE WAS SITTING AT HIS DESK AND HE SMILED AT ME WITH SUCH LOVE.HE ASKED ME TO SITDOWN IN THE HAIR BY HIS DESK AND SAID,"WE ARE GOING TO TAPE YOUR MESSAGE SO I HAVE A RECORD ON FILE" I DIDN'T SPEAK UP BUT I WAS THINKING THIS WOULD BE THE END OF ALL THIS PROPHET STUFF.SO I READ IT OUTLOUD FOR THE FIRST TIME INTO THE TAPE RECORDER.

THE MESSAGE SAID, 

THERE WILL BE TIME OF BLACKS AGAINST WHITES AND ALL WILL BE IN THE STREETS EVERYWHERE.

NOW, LET ME REMIND MY READERS THAT THIS WAS 1958 WHEN I WAS 11 YEARS OLD. IN 1958 THE WORD BLACK WAS NOT USED AND WE HAD SEPARATION IN ALL RESTROOMS AND LUNCH COUNTERS  AND NEIGHOODS.SO I WAS NOT REALLY WRITING FROM WHAT I KNEW.

THE MESSAGE SAID,

THERE WILL BE RIOTS AND GREAT SORROWS BETWEEN THE PEOPLE OF RACE.

WHAT DID THAT MEAN RIOTS WE DIDN'T HAVE RIOTS OR ANYTHING THAT LOOK LIKE THAT IN 1958.

I READ THE REST OF THE MESSAGE AND SAT BACK IN THE CHAIR AND SAID TO MYSELF IT IS DONE AND THOUGH ABOUT HOW I WAS GOING TO LEAVE THE CHUCH AND NOT HAVE TOO READ THIS MESSAGE TO THE CONGREGATION.THE PASTOR LEANED FORWARD AND SAID,"I WANT TO PRAY FOR YOU BRENDA" I SAID,"OKAY" HE SAID ,"GIVE HER STRENGTH LORD TO BE YOUR SERVANT" I FELT A CHILL AND KNEW IT WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT TOUCHING ME.I SAID,"AMEN WITH THE PASTOR."

THE REST OF THE MESSAGE WAS NOT REVEALED TO ME THROUGH THE YEARS AND STILL REMAINS ON FILE AT THE CHURCH IN THE PASTOR STUDY.I CALLED THE CHURCH WHEN I WAS IN MY 30'S AND ASKED IF THE PASTOR STILL HAD THE FILE.HIS WIFE TOLD ME ALL THE FILES WERE IN THE CHURCH LIBRARY AND I COULD COME OVER THERE AND GET A COPY.I HAVEN'T GONE THERE TO GET A COPY YET.

AS MY JOURNEY UNFOLDED I REJECTED AND TOOK THE LABELS PLACED ON ME AS WE ALL DO AND STILL KEPT THE SECRET DEEP INSIDE  OF ME  ABOUT THIS STORY I TOLD IT MY TRUSTED FRIENDS AND MY GRANDMOTHER WHO ALWAYS KNEW GOD'S PLAN FOR MY LIFE.

DO I HAVE "ESP"OR GOD'S HOLY SPIRIT GUIDING ME? I AM 67 YEARS OLD NOW BUT THAT CHILD OF GOD THAT WAS 11 YEARS OLS STILL KNOWS SHE WAS CALLED A PROPHET AND THAT IS BETWEEN GOD AND HER.